The Unexpected Always Happens

Shockingly Surprised

1 year later
Ever since the incident on the airplane, Killian and I have been dating. I'm extremely happy but right now I don't know what to feel, I'm scared. Not that I'm scared of being with him not at all. I just found out something that will change our lives forever. I found out that I'm pregnant and I'm freaking out. I don't want him to be with me or never the less have to marry me because I'm expecting. I want him to be with me because he loves me and wants to be with me. I'm mad at myself for not taking better care of myself and now I'm carrying his child. I don't even know how to tell him that I'm expecting. Like how will he react? Does he even want to be a father? Our lives are perfect and I mean a child is a blessing and can make our lives better but I mean we had a good thing going, just us two against the world. Killian became a consultant and an agent. I know right? A former art and jewel thief a secret agent of the FBI, what are the odds? He went to training and with the recommendation from my director he was able to join the force and now he's an amazing agent. I was so happy that he is indeed an agent and consultant because he's always busy and that keeps his mind occupied. I stood there in my bathroom staring at the pregnancy test and I was just panicking. Since Killian has a place of his own I wasn't worried that he will walk in and see it and like I said he's always busy. I went to the living room and I called Angie and my sister to meet me here. I was scared and I didn't know what to do so I had to get some help. I walked back to my room and changed. I stare at myself in the mirror and look at my stomach. I can't believe I'm carrying a child in there. I close my eyes and wanted to wake up from this dreaded nightmare. I pinch myself and nothing, I didn't wake up. I sigh and I make my way downstairs. After a half hour Angie arrives. She sits down at the table and we start to talk about other things as we wait for my sister to arrive. Minutes later the doorbell rings and its my sister. I welcome her in and we walk over to the dinning table. "Janet, Angie I need some help." They give me a concerning look. "Emma what's wrong?" I close my eyes because I don't know how to say it. Angie grabs my hand and smiles. I take a deep breath in and nod. "Ok Janet please don't be mad and Angie..." I sigh. "I'm scared." "Scared of what sweetie?" I close my eyes. "I'm pregnant." I open my eyes and Angie is smiling like crazy and Janet is just sitting there in shock. "Sweetie oh my gosh, you're going to be a mom." I smile as she comes up to me and hugs me. I look at Janet and she's just in shock. "Does he know?" I shake my head. "I'm scared to tell him." Janet laughs. "Why?" "Well I want him to marry me because he wants to be with me not because I'm carrying his child." Angie and Janet sigh. "Well you need to tell him." Janet says and I nod. "I know, I just don't know how, I just found out so I'm a wait a couple of days." Angie smiles. "Killian loves you, I doubt he will leave you and if he marries you it's because he wants to be with you." I smile. I get a call and it's the director. "Excuse me girls." They nod. After a couple of minutes talking I am to report to a crime scene and evaluate the scene. I walk back to the table. "Well girls I appreciate you for coming down to see me but duty calls." They nod. Janet hugs me. "I'm so happy for you little sis you're going to be a mom." I smile and laugh at the sound of that. Me a mother, who would have thought? Angie goes and hugs me and rubs my back. "Sweetie a child is a blessing from God, embrace the privilege that he has granted you." I nod. "I shall." They leave my house and I went and changed into my uniform. After a half hour I get to crime scene. Killian was already there analyzing the crime scene. "So what have we got here agent Jones?" He smiles and looks at his notepad. "We have an Un identified 36-year-old Caucasian female. A couple of kids who were playing around the lake reported the body when they saw her floating by the bushes." I nod. "Jason any idea on time of death?" He shakes his head. That's when I get the horrible feeling of wanting to throw up. I cover my mouth and I run to a bush and I throw up. Killian follows behind me and pats my back. "Love are you ok?" I nod. "Yea I think the smell of the body along with my lunch didn't mix so well." He nods and smiles. Of course it wasn't my lunch, I know that lying to him is bad but for now it's best that he doesn't know. Well it could be morning sickness or it could actually be that my lunch and the smell of the decomposing body didn't agree with my stomach. We walk back and that's when Jason takes off the other leaves that were on the victim's stomach and I see a little set of remains. Killian and I gasp. "Is that?" I say pointing at the victim. Jason nods. "The victim was pregnant Emma." I gasp and I touched my belly. What a horrible sight, this does not help my situation whatsoever. Killian writes that down on his notepad. Jason gives the other lab techs the order to take the body back to the lab. Well there's nothing we can do here than wait for the identification. I drive back to the FBI headquarters and I walked to my office. I am freaking out with this case and I'm just scared. I want to tell Killian but then again I don't. Killian walks in and closes the door. He puts a cup of tea in front of me. "I think this could help your upset stomach love." I smile. "Thanks love." He nods and sits down as I take a sip of the tea. "I was looking into any pregnant women that were reported missing with the descriptions of the victim and I have 10, so I guess I'm just going to have to wait for Angie." I nod. "How awful to die and your child die with you." I look at Killian and nod. "I mean death is horrible but when a child or a baby is involved it just makes death even more horrible." I nod. "Killian..." He looks up and smiles. "Yes love?" I smile. "Umm I'm..." That's when both our phones go off and we get the ID of the victim. "Crap none of my people were the victim, that's odd." I nod. "Gracie Anderson." I say and he nods. "So what were you saying?" I smile and sigh. "Nothing just wanted to tell you that I love you." He smiles and walks up to me and gives me a kiss. "I love you too." I smile. "I'll come pick you up when I have to go and talk to Gracie's family." I nod. I just sat there and smiled as Killian walked out of my office. My life has already changed and Killian has no idea that his will change forever. I decided to occupy my mind on something that was more important and that was the victim. I type her name into the system. "Gracie Anderson." I start to read her file. She's not married, she was a private investigator. I cover my face. This woman is sounding a lot like me. I shake my head and tried to not make this case personal. Killian pops his head into the office and smiles. "Come on love its time to go talk to Gracie's boyfriend." I nod. We get to the car and the ride to the victim's boyfriends house was super quiet. My head was just going through every emotion. We get to the house. We knock. "Yes?" "Yes, mister Joe Torres?" He nods. "Yes that's me." Killian nods. "I'm special agent Killian Jones from the FBI and this here is my partner special agent Emma Swan, can we talk to you about your girlfriend Gracie?" He nods. "Yes sure come on in." We walk in and sit down on the couch. "I'm so happy to hear some news on her, I haven't seen her in two weeks." Killian gave him a baffled look. "You haven't seen her in two weeks yet you reported her missing just three days ago?" Joe sighs. "Yes it's just that sometimes when she gets irritated or scared she just disappears but she usually comes back within a few days." Killian looks like at me and gives me a hmm-who-does-that-remind-me-of look. I stayed quiet. That's how I am, I usually disappear on him when I get mad or irritated or scared. This is really scary Gracie is sounding too much like me. "So what news do you have on my Gracie?" Killian and I sigh. "I'm sorry Mr. Torres but Gracie has passed away." His face went from pure happiness to being heart broken. "What?" We nod. "Her body was found in the lake." He shakes his head in disbelief. "I am so sorry for your loss Mr. Torres, there are no words to describe the loss of your girlfriend and child." He gives me a weird look. "Child?" Killian and I gave each other a confused look. "Yes, Gracie was pregnant." Joe gasps and covers his face as tears were rolling down his face. "That's why she was acting like that she was probably scared to tell me that she was pregnant." I stayed quiet. "I was going to be a father and my poor Gracie thought I wouldn't accept her." My heart was breaking. "My dummy head I'm mad that she didn't trust me enough to tell me, I get it we aren't married and she probably didn't want me to marry her because of the child." Oh my gosh this girl is sounding too much like me. "I'm so sorry mister Torres." He nods. "Please let me know what happened, how she died, anything please." We both nod and we leave. We drive back to the office and Killian is just in shock. "Poor man I can't imagine how heart broken he must feel to lose his love and didn't know that his love was excepting." I started to get nervous. "I mean I could probably understand why she was scared but she should have told him, you can't keep something like that a secret." I started to literally sweat buckets. I turn on the air and Killian gives me a weird look. "You ok?" I nod. "A child is a blessing, it fills the world with happiness and joy." I smiled. "So you would like to have children someday?" He smiles and nods. "Of course, I would love to be a father, I mean when the timing is right I'm pretty sure we will the best of parents to our little ones because Emma I love you and I want to marry you." I smiled but then my smile faded. When the timing is right, he said when the timing is right. The timing is not right, not now. I just stayed quiet the whole time until we arrived to the office.