Where We Want To Be. A LINSTEAD Story

Chapter 4

Jay's POV

"ERIN!" I yell

"Where did she go?!" Hank yells

"I don't know. She was just there. She's gone sarg he has her."

Erin is gone we need to get her back. If this guy figures out she is a cop we might never see her again. How could we let this happen. I knew this was a bad idea. That's my best friend. She is the one I love and I will never get to tell her. Snap out of it Jay we will get her back she is strong she can make it through this.

Erin's POV

I am just waking up when I feel this pounding pain in my head. Then I remember where I am. I was taken hostage.

"Oh nice of you to finally wake up. That means we can get started." John says.

"What do you want with me." I spit at him.

"Oh we are just going to have a little fun."

"What do you mean?" I say starting to get scarred of what he will do to me 

As I say this he slaps me across the face 5 times starting lightly getting harder with each one. With the last one i am almost doubled over in pain. I am starting to realize just what he is going to do to me. I need to stay strong. I know I will make it out of this. Hank and Jay will find me.

"So what do you want to start with?" John says while pulling up a cart full of knives, rope, cords and many other torturing devices.

"Oh so now your not going to talk?" He says

He takes out some rope and loops it around my neck. He starts pulling so hard that I can't breath. I am running out of breath when he finally stops. I am trying to catch my breath while he starts unbuttoning my shirt. He does it slowly one button at a time trying to get the most enjoyment out of this. I am squirming around trying to get out of his grasp but it's no use I am not strong enough. I can't do this I can't be raped by this guy. But then I think none of the other girls were raped so why is he doing this to me. At this point he has my shirt off and is working at my pants. I start crying. This can't be happening.

"Stop crying" he says as he punches me in the face.

I am almost unconscious as he starts walking away. We'll what was the point of that I think as I am on the floor in nothing but my underwear. Then I blackout.

Jay's POV

We have nothing no leads nothing. At this rate we are never going to find her. There has to be something someone that might know something.

"Mouse does smith have any family members or known associates?" I ask

"No I can't find any and no properties in his name." Mouse says.

"So we have nothing on this guy." I say slamming my hand on the desk.

"Nope." Mouse says. 

"Wait I got something. There are two houses under Smiths cousins name. The one that's in jail. He might have her on one of those." Al says.

"Ok suit up we role out in 10. Atwater, Ruzek you take roman and burgess to the first house. Al, Halstead and Dawson your with me were going to the second." Hank says.

Everyone gets up and follows their instructions.

So we all role out and go to our assigned house.

Erin's POV

I wake up again this time pain everywhere and frozen from being left naked on the cold floor. Then I hear footsteps coming down the stairs. I know it's him he is coming for me what is he going to do to me this time.

"Finally your awake again. You have been out for a while miss Erin Lindsay." He spits out at me and I can hear the harshness in his voice.

"How do you know my name." I ask just above a whisper.

"Well when you were out I had the chance to look you up. I found out so much about. My favourite thing though your past drug addiction and the fact that your A COP!!" He yells

Oh no.

"We'll now that I know your past I know exactly what I'm going to do." He says as he takes a bowl of what looks like cocaine out and places it under my nose.

I try not to breath in. If I do I know exactly what is going to happen. I can't go back there. But I am running out of breath. As soon as I breath in I can already feel the buzz. This is some strong stuff.

"Good girl. I think that's enough for now. On to phase two." He says while putting the bowl away.

I don't know what he is going to do now but I know it's going to be bad since he now knows I'm a cop.

"They are going to find you. You do know that right??" I say hoping that they do soon.

"Yeah but they are going to have a hard time doing that and by the time they do you will be long gone."

As he says this he starts kicking me in the stomach and punching me in the face. I am now bleeding all over and then he ties my hands to a support beam so my feet are just touching the floor.

He takes out a piece of cable almost like a whip. He starts whipping me all over. I don't have any clothes on which makes it hurt twice as much. I don't know how much longer I can take this when suddenly he stops. Almost like he heard something.

He cuts me down and let's me fall to the floor. He takes a knife and slashes across my stomach. I am bleeding bad and I don't know how much longer I have. All I think before I black out is "Jay hurry"

Jay's POV

We pull up to the house and jump out as fast as we can. Erin could be in there.

"Ok Erin might be in there. Halstead Dawson go right. Al and I will to left. Let's go be careful we don't know what this guy will do." Hank orders.

"Ok on three, one... two... three" Al says and on three we kick the doors down.

*bang*

Dawson an I head to the right we find a living room and dining room. We both yell clear. Then I see a door.

"Dawson door." I yell

We open the door and we go down the stairs as fast but quietly as we can.

"Jay we got her there she is Jay get her." Antonio yells once we get downstairs.

There she is laying on the floor not moving. There is a lot of blood and my heart sinks as I see her. We are too late. It takes all I have to keep from breaking down in tears.

Dawson found the guy hiding in a downstairs closet.

"We got him Jay we got him" He says dragging him out and cuffing him.

He then radios Voight

"Voight we got her she is in the basement and the perp is in cuffs."

All I can think is we were too late.

"Voight call an ambo" I yell into the radio afraid it's too late.

"Already did it's on it's way one minute out." I hear Voight say through the radio.

"If she is even alive I don't know if she will have enough time to get to the hospital." I say as a single tear rolls down my cheek. 

All I can think is how I never got to express my feelings towards her. She is the one I love and I might never get to be with her.

ERIN NO YOU CANT LEAVE ME. HOW WILL I BE ABLE TO LIVE WITHOUT YOU. IM SORRY I WASNT THERE WHEN YOU NEEDED ME

A soon as I think this the ambo finally arrives.