We're 18 and Crazy 》Sastiel AU

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Sam staggered out of his fathers room and to his own room. He clised the door and locked it behind him, then staggered to his bathroom. He shut and locked that door as well, trying to get as far away from John as possible. He slid down the door and as soon as his butt hit the floor, he gasped and flew forward, laying on his stomach.

He turned on his side and curled up, a few tears falling from his eyes. I called Cas a pussy for crying, but here I am, crying too.

He laid on his bathroom floor, quietly crying. He wished that he could somehow get out of this life, but he knew that as long as he was in high school, and didn't have a car, he wasn't going anywhere.

After a few minutes of crying, he lifted himself off the floor and went to take a shower. While he was letting the water warm up, he looked around for his razor. When he found it, he took the blade out of it and got into the shower.

By the time he finished, that water had turned cold. He watched as his blood and water mixed together and went down the drain. With a sigh, he turned off the water and got out. He dried off, making sure to be careful of his cuts, then left the bathroom. He grabbed clothes out of his dresser and started to dress.

He finished dressing and as soon as he went to lay down, there was a knock at the door. "Sammy. I need to tell you somethin'," Dean called from behind the door.

Sam grunted in response and went over and unlock and open the door. He turned and walked back to his bed, climbing under the covers while Dean walked in and shut the door behind him.

Dean walked over and laid down on top of the covers, next to Sam.

"What is it, Dean?" Sam asked, moving to lay on his back.

Dean looked over at him and smiled softly. "Tomorrow, at school, I want you to meet someone."

"Who?"

"My boyfriend."

"You have a boyfriend?"

"Yeah. I have for a few months now."

"Jesus, you're throwing so many things at me in one day."

Dean laughed. "Yeah, I know."

The two were silent for a while before Dean spoke up. "I'm sorry I'm just telling you this, Sammy."

Sam gave him a small smile. "It's ok, Dean. I'm just glad that you did tell me."

The two brothers talked for about an hour, before they fell asleep next to each other on Sam's bed.