We're 18 and Crazy 》Sastiel AU

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Cas had changed over the month. He was bitchier to say the least. He was paler, more fragile, he wasn't eating or sleeping. He had completely given up in life.

The one thing that he did do that he was actually proud of, was him cursing out Jared, telling him to fuck off and get out of his fucking life.

His brothers and father had to all but force him to go to school, but when he did go, he'd just hide out somewhere until the end of the day.

There were days when he would be fine, but as soon as he caught one glimpse of Sam during the day, all those emotions would come crushing back down on him.

One day, he couldn't take it anymore.

He wrote Sam a letter, shoved it into his locker, then left school. He walked home and made sure his dad wasn't home before going inside. He trudged into the kitchen and grabbed the strongest bottle of liquor they had at the moment, which was whiskey. He went upstairs and went into the bathroom. He opened the medicine cabinet and grabbed all the pills that were in it before going to his room.

He threw the pills on to the floor, then sat down next to them. He opened up the whiskey and took a long chug from it. He lowered the bottle, feeling the burning alcohol hit the back of his throat. He looked down at the first full bottle of pills and picked it up. He popped off the cap and poured a bunch into his mouth, then picked up the whiskey and washed them down. He did that for the rest of the bottle.

Not feeling like anything was wrong with him, he grabbed the second bottle and did the same thing until they were all gone.

It took a third bottle for him to realize that the corners of his vision began to darken. He grinned a little and picked up another bottle. "Bottoms up," he muttered before dumping them in and downing some whiskey.

He did this until the pills were all gone and his vision was pretty much black at the point. He downed more of the whiskey before setting the bottle aside and laying down on his carpet. "Goodbye," he muttered as he closed his eyes.

Just as he was slipping into unconsciousness, he heard a banging coming from downstairs, but didn't react to it. The last things he heard were thudding, his door being slammed open, and his name being screamed out by someone.