We're 18 and Crazy 》Sastiel AU

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Cas quickly got off of Sam and sat by him. "Sam? Sammy? What's wrong?" He pulled the crying Sam up into his arms.

Sam sobbed into his boyfriend's shoulder, his shoulders shaking. He cried heavily, his cries echoing through the room.

Cas let him cry, his face a mix of confusion and worrisome. He showed the boy love and affection and didn't let him go until he stopped crying. "Sam? What's going on, baby?"

"Cas, I-" Sam let out a little sob and held Cas tighter. "M-My dad...he'd...he'd..."

Cas listened as Sam tried to form words to use. He didn't know what else to do other than hold him close and let him say what ever he was going to.

"He's d-done things to me, Cas...bad things..."

"What has he done, Sam?"

Sam shut his eyes tightly before answering. "He used to...used to...he used to t-touch me. After my mom died, and I got a little older, that's all he would do. B-but as I got older, he...he started to force me to have sex with him...when I didn't want to, he'd hit me over and over with his belt until I said yes. He'd fuck me so hard, I...I would go to take a shower or bath and the water would turn red..."

Cas winced and hugged Sam tighter. "That mother fucker."

"Wouldn't he be a son fucker?" Sam asked, obviously trying to lighten the mood, but Cas wasn't having it.

"I swear to God, I'm going to fucking kill him if I see him again! I swear!"

Sam held Cas tighter, a small frown on his face. "No, Cas...don't say that..."

"Sam, he's hurt you-"

"I know, I know, but...he's gonna get what's coming to him..I know he will.."

Cas pulled away and gently held his face. He looked into Sam's hazel colored eyes and saw the eyes of a warrior; he's been through so much, but you would never know. "You're so strong, Sam..." He whispered softly. "You're brave. Not many people could have lasted as long as you...I'm proud of you, Sam. I know your mother would be proud of you as well."

Sam's lip trembled as a silent tear slipped from his eyes. He had never had anyone say they were proud of him before. Well, Dean has, but he doesn't count. "I-I don't deserve you, Cas. You deserve someone better than...me."

Cas shook his head and pressed their foreheads together. "I don't want anyone else. I want you. You're stuck with me, Sam. I'm not leaving you. Not now. Not ever. Get that through your thick skull, would ya?" He smiled softly at him and gently kissed him.

They shared a long kiss that was filled with nothing but love and tenderness. When they pulled away, they both changed their clothes and got into sweatpants and t-shirts. Sam ran downstairs and locked the door before going back to to his room. He turned off the lights and they climbed into Sam's bed and cuddled together while watching tv.

"Let's not go to school tomorrow," Cas said softly, looking away from the tv and up at Sam.

Sam looked down at him and furrowed his eyebrows. "You want to skip school?"

"Yeah. I want to spend the day with you tomorrow."

"Are you positive?"

"Definitely."

Sam smiled and pecked Cas on the lips. "Alright. We can go do something tomorrow."

Cas grinned and kissed his cheek. "Just me and you. I love you, Sam."

"I love you too, Cas."

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I wasn't gonna post this one today, but I couldn't help it. I really love how this chapter came out. I love all of my chapters, but this one is my favorite so far.

And for those of you who read my random books, can you identify the foreshadowing sentence in this chapter? 😏 Just comment yes or no if you did.