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Part 77

Shawn:

I understand what she means, times are a bit to busy right now and we don't have a lot of time.

But right now... that wasn't what I wanted to hear. In fact it was the last thing I wanted to hear.

I stood up and left the room.

"No, Shawn. Please." She said and I stopped halfway in the hallway on my way downstairs. "Shawn." She said softly and I just couldn't contain the sadness, anger, frustration and fear inside me anymore.

I tuned to the wall, clapping my hands against it, punching my first and letting out everything I've been holding in, while the tears started sliding fown my cheeks.

I started crying, resting my head and back against the wall as I slid down, and sat on the floor.

My head in my hands.

Maya walked over to me and crouched down infront of me. She ran her fingers through my hair and I looked up at her, resting my head against the wall.

I saw the tears in her eyes.

"You know I love you right?" I said, hiccuping as I cried and she leaned forward grabbing my face in her hands and pressing her lips on mine, passionately.

She sat down on my lap with her legs on each side, straddling me. "Of course I know that. And you know that I love you right. And I don't want to lose you Mendes." She said wiping away my tears as I reached out cupping her face and wiping away her tears.

The times we cry together, it almost brings us closer to each other on both a physical and emotional level.

We're always there for each other.

I didn't want to say it but I guess I should, because to be honest, I thought about it to.

"You're right." I said and paused. "Maybe we should just wait a few months before settling down." I said softly and she kissed my forehead.

"You sure you're okay with that? I don't want you to just give in because I said that." She asked and I nodded hesitantly but then surly.

She stood up and held out her hands for me to take. "Common." She said softly and I smiled taking her hands in mine as she pulled me up.

She pulled me towards our bedroom, into the bathroom. "What now?" I asked a bit confused, but saw her seductive smile.

She pulled me closer to her on the hem of my shirt and crashed her lips to mine, gently but passionately and full of love.

After a while our kiss got more intense and we started making out. But gently and loving, slowly and passionately.

I pulled my shirt over my head and cupped her cheeks again, our lips moving in sync and I smiled into the kiss.

I love her so much.

Maya put her hair uo in a bun after she stopped kissing me and took off her hoodie. "Wanna take a shower?" She asked and I nodded as she began to turn on the water.