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Part 66

Maya:

✨8 months later✨

I rolled over and felt the cold, empty space beside me in bed. Shawn's not there. "Shawn?" I questioned sitting up and rubbing the sleep out of my eyes.

I got out of bed after hearing him play guitar downstairs.

"Morning." I said walking up to him from behind and kissed his throne. "Morning beautiful." He said laying his head back and looking over to me.

"How long have you been awake?" I asked him after seeing the bags under his eyes and he looked so tired. "Since 3." He said.

It's now 7.

"Shawn." I said softly and sat down on his lap. He's been so stressed about the tour that's coming up and I don't know why or how to help him.

"Why are you stressing so much baby. This is eating you and I don't know why." I said runnning my hand through his hair. He looked down at our hand that's intertwined and I could see the tears pooling up in his eyes.

It's breaking me to not know what's going on with him. And it breaks me even more that he doesn't tell me.

"Shawn." I whispered cupping his face so he would look at me. "I'm just afraid." He said and I furrowed my eyebrows together in confusion.

"About?" I asked but before I could make any other actions he yelled. "About losing you! I'm afraid that if I'm going away on this tour you'll find someone els." He said and let the tears fall from his eyes.

I cupped his cheeks and wiped them away and felt the tears in my eyes. I never knew he was afraid of that.

But he doesn't need to be afraid.

"Shawn." I said but he just looked down. "Shawn baby. Look at me hun." I said and gave him a reassuring smile.

"Boy, you're my life. I'm never going to leave you. Please you need to believe it and trust me when I say that I love you and only you." I said looking directly into his eyes.

"Thank you. I love you so much Maya." He said cupping my cheek and brushing his lips against mine.

God the way I love this boy, the feelings he gives me and the way he makes me happy.

I love him and I have no way of saying it.

He's the best.

His lips touched mine and we moved in sync. "I love you Shawn." I whispered after he pulled away. "Let's go back to bed." He said and picked me up, walking upstairs and we layed back down our bed.

Me and Shawn got our own apartment 3 months ago not to far from his home.

It was the best decision of my life.

But I'm not going with him in this tour. Because I still need to receive my professional certificate before I can fully work for him. And not just go to add experience on my CV.

But it'll come sokn and then we're ruling the world.

Together.