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Part 85

Shawn:

I don't know what's going on but two days ago, I FaceTimed Maya and she was acting really strange and weirdly.

We didn't even talk that much, she practically cut me off before a real conversation ever started.

Today she didn't even talked to me at all. My calls won't go through to her phone, my text says that they're delivered but she doesn't read them. It's like my number is blocked from her phone and she ignores me.

"Don't worry about her Shawn. I promise you, everything is okay." Andrew said after I told him about Maya and all the things that's been going on. I don't even know where I stand. What if she's over me, found another man and I'm still here, ready to marry her.

What if I go home and she's not even there. That half of the apartment would be emptied out from here her things used to be. 

See this is my problem. I think way to much when I'm alone and it's not good stuff. 

"Everything is okay. Probably. I just miss her so much and I don't understand what's actually going on. I think to much about this." I said running my hands through my hair. "You're overthinking it. Just get some sleep. You have a show later on and you can't miss it or be tired." He said patting my back as he got up and left the buss. 

I'm now alone here. Everyone is out and having meetings without me. Everything is so sketchy, like they know something I don't. It's freaking me out.

Bot Maya and my own Team are hiding and keeping tings from me. It's all so frustrating.

"Everything will be okay. Everything is okay." I reassured as I climbed in my bed to get some rest. Though it was hard, having all these thoughts and people on my mind, I managed to get to rest.

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I woke up and immediately checked my phone. Still no call from Maya and my calls still won't go through.

I need my sister. She'll always talk some sense into me when I'm not good or just thinking about a load of crap. But same thing, when I called her, my call didn't went through. 

I hate this.

And I don't want to call my mum or dad, because I don't want to worry them about Maya and Aaliyah to. Or what if they know something about them to, but they don't tell me.

Shady people.

"Hey man. Look I'm sorry this is happening but we need to get going. Show is about top start and you don't look at all ready for this." Geoff said, probably seeing me sad and all worked up. "I don't feel ready. If I could cancel I would." I sighed and he sat down next to me.

"Trust me dude. Everything is okay." He said patting my back but I just rolled my eyes. "I wish everyone can stop telling me that." I said and stood up, walking to my dressing room to quickly get dressed. 

My mind is in no place set at the show tonight. I don't know how I'll do it, but I just have to.

"Sorry, my phone died. I love you and enjoy your show. I know I've worried you but don't be. I'm okay baby. Enjoy your show okay x" 

Maya's text came through and I felt a easing rest in my heart. I still don't know what's really going on but that text from her, couldn't have come at a better time.

Show started and to be honest, I still just wanted to go home. To see Maya and my sister. But the show must go on, and I feel a bit better now that I know she's okay. She answered me and she wants me to enjoy my show. So that's what I will do.

"This one's for you Maya." I said to myself before running out onstage.

Just like any other show, the crowd went wild. I love my fans. Absolutely adore each and everyone of them, for they are the reason I got to be where I am now. They are the reason I've grown so much in my music career. 

Almost at the end of the show, I sang Memories in honor of Maya. I do it every show, although I'm on the Illuminate tour. Memories for Maya will always be in the playlist.

"So this is Memories, I'm singing this in honor of my beautiful fiance back home. Maya." I said and started the song.  In the middle of the song the crowd stopped singing, the lights turned white and stopped moving. I was so confused at what was going on, but kept on singing, till the spotlight pointed to a seat near the stage.

I saw my sister and Maya sitting in the crowd. "NO WAY!" I yelled into the mic and started jumping around on the stage, feeling the tears in my eyes. I must have looked like a crazy person. 

I pulled my guitar over my head, pacing it down on the stage before jumping off and running down the isle between the seats towards them. Maya also ran down the isle towards me, Aaliyah following behind. "Maya!" I exclaimed before swooping her up in a big hug, holding her close to me.

"What are you guys doing here?" I asked as I gave both of them a hug. "We came to surprise you." Aaliyah said and I kissed her forehead before turning to Maya. "Gosh I missed you." I said and crashed my lisp to hers, for the first time in months I felt her kiss gain.

It's magic. 

The crowd practically went wild and Maya smiled into the kiss. Those are the best kisses ever. "I missed you to. But you kind of have a show to continue." She said and I kissed her just once again. "I didn't know you sing a song for me in every show?" She said quickly and kissed my cheek.

"Always do." I said and ran back to the stage. "Aah, sorry for the delay guys. But that was just the best. Thanks Liyah and Maya, probably the best surprise ever." I said and the crowd still continued to cheer on.

I'm speechless. 

What turned out to be probably the worst day of my life and tour, transformed into the best day. This was amazing. Now all the pieces fell into place, why they didn't answer their phone and my team being distant to.

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A/n:

I know this was a long one but I hope you liked it.