[the avengers ➼ imagines]

you probably all hate me

so yeah i haven't posted in like 3 months and i feel horrible, I feel like i let u guys down but ive been so so so so depressed and i have zero motivation

im sure i have requests that people are waiting on and ive tried to write multiple times but i just don't have the motivation .

i love writing for the avengers when i get into the swing of it but recently ive been enjoying other fandoms and id really love to write for them but i wouldn't want to annoy anybody by starting another book (id like to write for teen wolf , both the boys and the girls)

i feel so bad and im so sorry , i hope y'all can forgive me for not being consistent it's just such a struggle. nowadays i can barely motivate myself to do anything, getting up for work is a struggle and my life is just so terrible at the moment.

im 16, i have no friends, i spend my life in my bed watching tv shows and reading fanfiction, im constantly depressed, im lonely and nobody likes me

i know it's pathetic and i shouldn't be feeling sorry for myself but i see other kids my age having the time of their lives, everyone is friends and im just here like hey id like to die now

i just don't find any enjoyment out of life and i just wish that everything had been different and id ended up with friends and doing fun things and not just sitting at home feeling sorry for myself

anywaaaaaays sorry again, thank u to those who sent me kind messages and were asking when I'd next upload, it's nice to know i have people that are there for me, even if i don't know u personally and u might be on the other side of the world, it means so much!!!

hope you're all doing great and as always im here to talk if you need me!