Wanting (Itachi Uchiha x OC) [Completed]

Chapter Twenty-Seven: Surprise.

"Fuck yeah!" He shouted as he thrust his scythe into the air. The man was completely covered in blood. How disturbing. I assume he preformed his sacrifice to Jashin.

For now, I decide that it's best I go outside, maybe to the boulder, and get away from these people.

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For these past couple of days, I've been pretty bored. Well, except for the company of Deidara. Itachi is on a short mission with Kisame, and I don't really talk to the others who stay here.

Queasy feelings have been hitting me throughout those days, as well.

"Maybe you should tell Itachi. He may be able to help, hm." Deidara said as he handed me a cup of tea.

"Thank you. It's big enough a deal for Itachi to know. It's probably just a stomach bug." I give Deidara a reassuring smile.

"Haven't you ever stopped to think that maybe you aren't sick? You could be pregnant, hm." Is this kid crazy? Of course I'm not pregnant. Deidara took my silence as a sign for him to continue. 

"Look, you should at least take a test, hm."

"I hope you're not right." Here I am, taking advice from a child. Great.

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I make my way through cabinet after cabinet, until I find a box of pregnancy tests. Grabbing the whole box, I go to the bathroom in the Infirmary.

What am I even doing? There isn't any way I'm pregnant. We used a condom, right? No, no we didn't. Perfect.

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Two lines. There's two lines on that stick. That can't be right, there's no way. This cannot be happening to me. I'm a nineteen year old s-ranked criminal and missing-nin. I'll just take it again; maybe that one was wrong.

Two lines. Again. All I can think to do is scream. So I do just that. Not very loudly, of course. This.. baby is something I want to keep to myself for the time being.

I sneak the two used tests back to my bedroom and dispose of them there. I lock my door and take a seat on my bed. I feel my eyes start to burn, and then tears. I allow them to flow freely. I don't deserve to be pregnant. Maybe it's selfish, but I have a life to live. I don't know if I want to do devote it all to a child.

Do I want to keep it?