Seductive Innocence (Jimin x Rosé) (Under Revision)

• Seventy - Eight •

- Rosé

"Chaey, eat a lot."
Jennie eonnie demanded while we are taking our breakfast.

I woke up last night at the hospital with everyone waiting for me.

And I got discharge immediately as the doctor checked me for the last time.

But even though I fainted...
I clearly can remember what happened last night.

"Kai...
He's here.

He's one of my friends back in Australia.
He's always with Chanyeol, who used to be my buddy.
Chanyeol and I didn't worked out, I mean, he likes me but we stayed as bestfriends.

And I thought it was fine for him...
Until on night, even though I have rejected him forthe first time he confessed, he did again. He prepared bigger than the first time. There's a dinner date, set up by him and some guys. He spended money and exerted effort too much, expecting that I will accept him but...

I rejected him again.
Yet, that wasn't the last time.
He did the same for the third and for the fourth...

He's drunk...and...that night was my dismissal from school. As I was about to take the exit on the gate...he pulled me, grabbing wrist so hard and forcefully kissing me. Good rhing, before he even kissed my lips, I'm able to run away...

But that wasn"t the last time he attempted courting me."

I didn't know that I was zoning out until...

"Chaeyoung-? Chaeyoung-a."
Lisa tapped my hand, calling me for several times.

I looked at her with a blank reaction.

"You're zoning out."
She responded from my look.

I didn't replied, I just looked down at my plate and began to eat again.

"Chanyeol is gone...
And everyone's believing that he's dead.
And everyone's blaming it to me.

But...
He's not found, I mean, if he's dead...
His body should be found.

It's been six years since I left Australia.
And now, he's still nowhere to find."

"Excuse me."
I stated as I stood up and walled out without finishing my food.

As I entered my room...
I suddenly felt a warm liquid streaming down on my cheeks, slowly but sure it was tears.

"I really didn't mean to hurt him...
I loved him but not as a lover, imstead, a brother.
We've been together since childhood, and...

What should I do?"

I lied down on my bed...
Thinking about him.

Tears are now flowing faster than earlier.

I couldn't stop but just to let it pour down.

"I said don't! I don't love you!"
I yelled at him.

"But why? We've been together for long, why didn't you love me?"
He's begging for my love.

"CHANYEOL! I don't love you! Isn't that clear to you? I JUST DON'T! You're a brother to me..."
I want to scream more, but the more that I will do, I will jist waste both our times.

So, instead of yelling and yelling...
I just stopped and walked away from him.

I still can remember the words I have yelled to him for the last time that I saw him...

"Is it really my fault?"

I cried...
I just let myself cry until I didn't even know that I am sleeping already.

I just woke up with the sound of commossion outside, probably, at the living room.

I went off from the bed...
Normally walking to the doorx I twisted the knob and...

"J-Jimin?"
A mochi face suddenly burried to my neck.

He growled as a reaponse after I have recognize him.

"Chaeyoung-aaaaa. Park Chaeyoung....saranghandaguuuu."
And yes, he's drunk.

I can smeel both scent of alcohol and his manly perfume.

"Jimin..."
I pushed him with force and he stood up.

Not so proper but he manage to stand and look at me.

He frowned as I am frowning at him.

I didn't gave a word...

"Did you cry, my baby? Why? Why did you cry?"
He asked, leaning forward his face to mine.

He cupped my face and gave me a gentle peck of kiss on my lips.

"Don't cry. Mm? Don't cry."
Seriously, he commanded before pulling me for a hug.

Few aeconds of hugging me...

"Jimin!"
He fell on the ground.

Oh, we fell on the ground.
Him on top of me and I can't take his weight.

"Jimin..."
I called and he didn't gave a response.

I pushed him...
Enough to make lie on the ground.

I stood up and pulled him to the bed.

"Jimin, you're pretty heavy. Don't you know?"
I commented as I have pulled him to my bed.

I am now catching my breath...
He's heavy that I can't breath while pulling him.

I went out of my room and found a scourge in the living room.

Six more men are drunk...
Good, Namjoon, Yoongi and Hoseok aren't causing any trouble, they are just sleeping at the couch.

But Jungkook, Jin and Taehyung...
I am not sure if Lisa, Jisoo eonnie and Jennie eonnie willbe fine after this.

Jungkook is forcing Lisa to hug him back while he is hugging her tightly.

Taehyung is back hughing Jennie eonnie who's trying to release herself from the grip of the man.

While Jisoo eonnie is scolding Jin who's cupping her fave and chuckling.

"This is just a small scourge than what my heart is having now."
I whispered before going back to my room.

I found Jimin on the carpeted floor...

"What the...Jimin."
I rushed upon him while he is burrying his faace to the carpet.

I pulled him once again back to the bed.

"Jimin..."
I called but of course, he's not gpijg to reply.

"Why are you guys so drunk?"