Seductive Innocence (Jimin x Rosé) (Under Revision)

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A:   I'm kind of offended...
Please be...considerate with me as your author.
Thank you.

And if you have INSTRUMENTAL or Piano covers of STAY of Black Pink or EYES, NOSE, LIPS of Taeyang, listen to it while reading.

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- Unknown

"She's an idol now..."
          A smile formed on my lips as I saw her billboard picture together with her members.

"She finally have reached her dreams, I hope she's happy."
          I looked at my phome and saw our picture together...

It has been years since we met...

"But...do you still remeber me?"
          I suddenly thought.

"Do you still know me?"
          I kept asking myself.

"And...do you still think of me?"

"Or perhaps...
You never does."

- Rosé

I woke up with Lisa beside me...
We are both leaning our backs on the head board of my bed, my head resting on her shoulder.

And I am shock the moment I realized it.

"Lisa...
You're here...
Beside me..."

I want to question why...
But as I looked at her while she's sleeping.
I just shutted myself and stared at her for few more seconds while thinking...

"You're still here for me."

I wanted to smile but the inner me is telling me I don't have the right to.

After everything that I have done...
After the troubles I made...

"I have no right to smile...
I don't have the right to be relieved."

I gently moved away from Lisa...
I gave approximately twelve inches between us.
And she didn't even notice my movement.

The lights are off...
But I can see her face with the shine of the moon from my window.

I can see my room...
I can see everything, my eyes just got the adjustion of light.

I can't sense any noise...
Maybe our eonnies are sleeping already.

I bended my knees to my chest.
For this moment, I just hugged myself the way I used as always.

"Why are you here, Lisa?"

I really wanted to ask...
But I couldn't.

I don't want to ask why...
I know she shouldn't be here.
I shouldn't ask for her to stay with me even though I need someone now.

"Why are you here?"
        I whispered on my own...

And as I know that she wouldn't answer...
I just rested my forehead on my arms that are still hugging my knees.

I hide my face and just closed my eyes...

Yet, suddenly...

"It's because you're crying."
           A sweet voice answered my dumb question.