Seductive Innocence (Jimin x Rosé) (Under Revision)

• One Hundred Forteen •

- Jimin

After they have aparted and broke their kiss...
I turned my back and walked first, going inside the ball once again.

We wore our masks again.

And...

I sat there...
On my seat.
I leaned my back on the supoort of the chair.

I stared at the glass of champagne.
Blanked...
Emotionless...
Numb.
Dead inside.

One minute...
And I saw my so called girlfriend walking in on the entrance with Chanyeol, laughing and talking again.

"What are you going to do?"
Jisoo asked, worriedly.

I didn't gave her a look...
I just answered...

"Nothing. Don't worry, I won't hurt her or argue with her."

"What? After what we saw?"
Jin asked, frustratedly.

"I'm sorry, I know she's our friend. But at least argue with Chanyeol."
He clarified.

A weird laugh escaped through my lips.

"Let's all just pretend that no one knows what happened. That we haven't seen a single thing of what happened. Let's a pretend that we are just here, waiting for her since earlier."
I smiled, I smiled to show that it is fine even though I look so stupid infront of them.

"I don't want to have a fight with her. I don't want...to lose her."
I stated.

Which made Taehyung frustrated.

"You already are. He just kissed Chanyeol back. You're already losing Chaeyoung while she's still on your hands. You saw, you saw how she kissed him back. At least, just at least, fight for yourself."
Taehung stated, frustrated and irritated.

"I am fighting for myself...by not confronting her. Cause once I showed that I knew about it...she'll have the reason to leave."
I stated...and just after that statement...

She arrived and sat beside me happily.

"I'm sorry for taking way too long. Chanyeol showed me the garden earlier, you guys should have come."
She informed, fascinated.

"We came."

I replied on my mind.

She looked at me and I gave her a sweet smile.

"Why?..."
Her smile faded...

My forehead creases.

"Don't worry, Jimin. We haven't done anything. He just showed me the garden."
She lied...

And I pretended that I believed.

I nodded.
And gave her an understanding smile.

"I know, I trust you anyway."
I answered.

And I can feel everyone's eyes are on me.

"I trust you...back...after we had a conflict with Jungkook and Lisa...I trust you. But how come you haven't cherished it?"

I wanted to ask...
I really wanted but I stopped myself.

My hand slowly reached for her hand...
I interlocked our fingers while gazing to both of our hands.

Her warm hands...
Warm and soft hands.

"It is so stupid of me not to confront you after what I saw...and I willing to be stupid even more to believe in your lies just not to lose you in my life."

I thought...
Killing my dignitily and pride inside me.

"But...

It is your conscience that will hit you...
Now that you are beside me with your lies."

My eyes looked at her face.
She seemed to be happy watchung everyone patying on the ground.

my eyes squinted as I felt the cold wind entered the ball room...

I feel so cold.

So cold.

So cold, I could freeze any moment.

Few more hours, perhaps three hours.

Everyone is dancing, meeting some people...
While me...

I stayed here...
As well as our friends.

Chaeyoung must have noticed the silence of her members, cause she began to talk to them...

And I saw some awkward expression through her members eyes.

It's not because they hate her after what happened...

It is because of the fact that I am not trying to at least defend for myself after ehat she did...

"I am ready to disregard everything for you.
Every mistakes from the past and even.the mistake that you are going to do.

That's how I love you."

I squeezed my eyes close as I felt a strange pain on my head and shoulders.

Seems like my body is giving up on the cold.of the weather.

Few more time...
Endure it for now.

"Wait, excuse me. I'll be just going to the restroom."
I ecxcused myself and gently removed my hand off from hers.

I stood up...
And began to walk but as I am.at the midleof my way...

"Jimin!"

"Hyung!"

"Jimin!"

My vision dimmed.
Much dimmed than the lights.

I felt hand touching my arms, also my head.

A sweet smell approaching my nose, Chaeyoung-a.

Seconds by seconds...
My vision get blurry and blurry.

Until...
It's all black.

And my ears can't hear anything already.

I passed out.

"My body is doing an excuse to escape from the reality....

Cause it is really painful. Hahaha."

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A: I know you want to kill me already, mostly because I did the 113 chapter very...dramatic.

And...
YEY! ANOTHER FUNKING PLOT IS HERE!
I don't want to curse so I'll just say, funk than...you know. Hahahaha.