Seductive Innocence (Jimin x Rosé) (Under Revision)

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- Jimin

She woke up and came to consciousness after having a heart arrest...

But...

After the moment I hugged her, she felt uncoscious again.

The doctor claimed that her body is still exhausted from what happened to her...

It bas been more than two days already...
With that two days and a half, no one dared to sleep or to blink their eyes.

Everyone kept on watching Chaeyoung's condition, waiting for her to wake up.

Her fans are all sitted on the floor or at the waiting area, outside this room.

We are eating our meals but with dull expressions like we don't really have the appetite to eat, or even to drink water.

Still, the nurses would check her vitals, now, it's every six hours.

After that heart arrest that happened on her, when the doctor is about to say the time of her death, her condition became stable and predictable.

But even though there are things that the doctors can see, no one can sti answer the question 'when will she wake up?'.

But despite of that, we are still waiting.

Despite of this state we are all in, we are still hoping.

And I am actually thankful already, though she almost died infront of us and was about to announced her death, she still made it.

We just need to wait her to wake up.

Sometimes, I want to shake her and wake her up but I might go kicked out by her members.

There are times, my members are singing her songs, desperately trying everything to wake her up.

And if it's not my members, it would be her members.

They are going to take Chaeyoung's guitar and try playing it while sitting beside her on the other side of the bed.

While me...

Through the whole time...

I'm just staring at the necklace and promise ring that I gave her.

I wonder if it will suit her finger...

I looked at her hand while caressing it.

I opened the barely opened hand, and I wore the ring on her finger.

It does suit her well, it fits perfectly.

Then, I stood up and put the necklace on her neck gently, afraid that she might get hurt.

Then, I get back to my seat.

I rested my forehead on my hands that are holding her hand with the dextrose on her intravenous vein.

"Chaeyoung-a..."
I whispered...

If she's awake, I know she'll get irritated and she'll ask why I'm calling jer Chaeyoung instead of 'baby' but I kept om whispering ber name...

Calling her, hoping that she will wake up sooner.

"Park Chaeyoung..."
I repeated.

And my eyes shutted close as I felt the emotion in me building up again...

My eyes felt like burning as I suddenly want to cry.

"Wake up..."
And I can't prevent myself...

Expected, and I know the members heard me...

I am sobbing again.

"Chaeyoung-a..."
Again, her name escaped through my lips.