Seductive Innocence (Jimin x Rosé) (Under Revision)

• One Hundred Nineteen •

A: ON THIS CHAPTER, YOU MIGHT FEEL BAD FOR SOMEONE YOU ARE BLAMING ON THE PREVIOUS CHAPTERS. 😁 HAHAHAHAHAHAHA😂....😏

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- Rosé

I can't hear them talking, but I know they are.
But I'm not getting nervous...

Yet, I'm aftaid they will all neglect me if Jennie eonnie will tell them.

I know what I did.
I'm aware of I did.
I know it is wrong.
I know everything I did last night and earlier were all wrong.

But I have reasons...
And I know, even though I have the reason, for them, it is still wrong.

It is not only because I have missed Chanyeol for several years, not only because I'm punishing myself for making him feel depressed but....

I made my way straight to my door...

I twisted the knob...
And silently went out.

I walked until I reached Lisa's door...

"That's right...she's the only one who will be willing to listen to me."

I stared at her door for several seconds...
Maybe a minute, and after that, I opened her door.
I went inside silently even without calling her or knockinhg.

The lights are on as I entered.
But she's not here, then, I heard the shower from her bathroom turned on.

She's in the bath.

I stayed just before the door as I closed it.
Then, I looked around her room, there's a huge bunny stuff toy next to her bed.

Picture frames on the wall, cozy looking.

And some candies from the fans gifts at her desk.
Oh, and don't forget that there are snacks next to her bed as well.

I am amazed that her room now is not messy and it is look like owned by lady.

A smile formeddon my lips as I realzed that...

But...

I heard a gasp of shock.
And my head turned to the direction from where the voice came...

"C-Chaeyoung-a! You startled me."
         Lisa on a bathrobe, startled by my sudden appearance on her room.

"What are you doing here?"
          She asked wiping her hair with a regular sized towel.

"I want to talk to you."
           I answered. She went to her cabinet and opened it...

"About?"
           She asked, pretending that she doesn't know a thing.

You know what I want to talk about."
           I answered and that made her stop from looking for her clothes...

She faced me and gave me a blank expression.

"I want to explain myself."
          I added with a pleading expression.

Her eyes met the ground, her fists are both clenched but not so tight.

"She will refrain.
Please, don't."

"Look, Chaeyoung-a. I know what did..."
         She is about to answer but I can't hold myself.

"You don't know why I did. You just know what I did but you dom't know why."
          I remained relax...
I don't want to flood here with my tears.