• One Hundred Fifteen •

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ATTENTION:

            The past chapters are really damnifying us.

I know you hate me because of it. Hahahaha.
But it is actually fun that you guys are showing your emotions, just a matter of fact that this story is good enough for you guys to be affected.

Thank you! 😘

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- Lisa

Jimin passed out.
Chanyeol let us use one room to at least take care of him for tonight.

We are now all seated on the couch...
My back leaning agaist the support of the couch, my arms are crossed as well as my legs.

Jungkook is beside me, tensed, shaking his one leg.

I had to tap him to stop him from doing that.

And, Jennie eonnie who's beside me while on the other side of her was Jisoo eonnie are both blankly watching Chaeyoung who's seated on a chair beside Jimin's bed, holding his hand.

It is as if she hasn't done something to hurt him.

What happened earlier is still vivid on my mind.
Even the coldness of the wind earlier, I still can feel it with my body.

Also, I almost forgot to say...
Chanyeol is not here, good thing, cause one of us here will ever slap him if he stayed.

Now...
We are waiting for the man to wake up.
The martyr man.

I am a friend of Chaeyoung.
And I have forgiven her and fully accepted her for what she has done with me, on the betrayal she did on me.

And I didn't judged her the moment she and Kai kissed, remember, I was the only one who comforted him that night and because of that, we have the understanding to be fine with each other again.

But what she did earlier...
It keeps lingering on my mind like it was some kind of horror movie that the events are sticking on your mind.

I saw her...
It was far but I'm able to see clearly.
She kissed Chanyeol back and she didn't even pulled back.

I am repeating...
I am a friend of hers, her sister by heart to be exact...

"But even I...
I don't know her anymore."

What she amd Jungkook did is still acceptable since it was actually not so intentional.

What happened between her and Kai is still somehow considerable, it was only Kai that kissed her.

But the events earlier...
No one from this set of couch will ever underatand what happened.

And no one will ever try to understand for there are no reason to do.

I wanted to ask her.
I wanted to confront her.
And probably, Jennie eonnie and Jisoo eonnie want to scold her...

But no one is ever talking.

Jimin's word earlier stroke our heart like a sword...

"Let's all just pretend that no one knows what happened. That we haven't seen a single thing of what happened. Let's all pretend that we are just here, waiting for her since earlier."
         He smiled to show that it is fine even though he look so stupid infront of them.

"I don't want to have a fight with her. I don't want...to lose her."
        He stated.

"He's so afraid of losing someone who isn't afraid of losing him. Real stupid, he is."

"I am fighting for myself...by not confronting her. Cause once I showed that I knew about it...she'll have the reason to leave."

He very well knew that he look so stupid while saying that...but he is desperate, he is thirsty for the love of the woman who isn't really giving her best for him.

Love shouldn't be one sided.
It should be give and take.

Once your lover gave you something, at least appreciate it.

But in Jimin and Chaeyoung's situation...
All I saw was give and give and give. Then, Chaeyoung will go take it, take it, take it without even repaying it with loyalty at least.

"Don't worry, Jimin. We haven't done anything. He just showed me the garden."

What's worse?
She lied.

I don't if it's not to hurt the man who loves her...
Or she's playing with us or mayne with Jimin's heart.

In this case, we are all looking like fools.
Pretending that we don't know a thing from what she did.

That's what Jimin wants...
What can we do if he don't want to argue because he is afraid that Chaeyoung might leave him.

He's actually right.
Once he showed that he knew it akready, Chaeyoung's mindset will tell her to leave him since 'there's no reason for staying anyway, he knew already'.

But what he is doing isn't right anymore.

"Chaeyoung-a...
Are you still there?"

Within the years we are together...
I haven't predicted she will ever do this kind of things.

She's an active youth on Church.
She always look charming, cute, innocent.
Innocent to the point that she won't get a dirty joke until you have explained it.

But now...
She isn't like that anymore.

She is more than the dirty jokes we always hear and say.

She is something serious and aomething unpredictable.

I thought she would be the one who's shy and timid infront of guys since that's what she's acting when we are with some boys...

"But it was all just a false thought."

My eyesnkanded on her hand hokding Jimin's.

She leaned her head on Jimin's forearm and closes her eyes.

"Is it really you?
Are you really like that?
Not really innocent?

Or you have changed?
If yes, why? What happened?
Is it because of what happened between us?
But I don't think it is the reason."

"Chaeyoung-a...
Are you...still you?"

"No one from here can comprehend you anymore. No ome can underatand you anymore.

Even me, I'm questioning your behaviour already. I'm questiong everything.

We need answers.
We need explanations.
It's confusing us, Chaeyoung.
Everything is confusing."

"And also...
Are you not even rerettimg about it?"

"Something from you...oro perhaps, the whole you...

Isn't my bestfriend anymore."

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PREVIEW:
*Spoiling*

I can hear the sound of them kissing.
Like they are tasting each other deeply.

"I don't tolerate lies...
I'm a nice person...
But I'm not so stupid to let the shit continue like this."

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