I Believe In You

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Suggested By -Tinyelf-

**Trigger Warning**

I don't belong here. People think I'm a freak. All because of false rumors.

Nobody loves me anymore.

Nobody respects me anymore.

Now here I am, in the center of the woods Lost. And I wanted to keep it that way. I don't even think anybody cared that I was lost anyways. For all I knew, they were probably celebrating my disappearance back at home.

I stopped by a stream, water flowing gently through the permeable pebbles scattered across the ground.

I sighed.

I'd rather not cut myself, knowing it likely wouldn't do any good to end me, and only would leave scars for people to question later on if I still lasted out here. So what was I going to do?

Starve.

Or, if anything was willing to kill me quicker, I'd love it. I closed my eyes and rested. My stomach had already gone empty hours ago, so this hopefully won't take long.

. . . A few days later . . .

Why haven't I died yet. I hate this. I hate myself.

I've walked through the forest, studying the area to recede my boredom. It definitely worked, but it only lasted for a day before it already became old to me.

I laid helplessly against the wood bark of a tree, shivering.

My skin has gone pale and thin. The overall weight I've lost over the last few days was mad. It was like I had shifted into a completely different person's body. Too bad I was still myself.

"Why does killing yourself have to take so fucking long." I groaned with a weak throat.

I knew I should've took the kitchen knife while I had the chance...

The clouds grew a dark grey color, and thunder ruptured in the distance after a flash of light lit up the sky. A drop of water plopped onto my wrist before thousands of raindrops began pouring down on me at once. I gritted my teeth and sat down as rain soaked over my body. I shivered at the cold breeze. As if I wasn't cold enough already. I didn't know how long this rain was going to last, and I honestly didn't want to figure it out.

"Maybe hypothermia will get the best of me." I mumbled, my fingertips trembling.

I heard tremors emit from the distance. At first I had figured they were just thunder, but I soon quickly realized something was off.

They had a countinuous pattern to them. And every one got louder each time.

A gun? No, to low.
A bear? They aren't even in this area.
A construction site? I can't see any cranes.

And I already knew it wasn't thunder.

What was so low, so big, capable of making this much noise?

An idea popped into my head for a moment, but I shook it off quickly, knowing I must've been crazy if it were true.

I stood up on my two wobbly legs, knowing any stronger blow of wind could knock me off of my feet no problem. I looked around, trying to search for the source of the noise, but I couldn't see anything past through the tall thick trees that surrounded me. While doing so, the rumbles came to a sudden stop.

The silence was deafening. Something wasn't right, and it sent a shiver down my spine.

It's behind me.

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