Seven Months, And I'm Still A Fat Baby

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WARNING: This whole chapter is pretty much gonna be about Y'all know who. If you don't care about him, skip this.

Seven motherfucking months. That's how long I've had a crush on Y'all know who. And I still have not been tried to make a move on him. I mean, I did try with the note, but that didn't work out so well. I have to step my game up. I have to be bold. It's May now. I don't have much time left.
I was on the bus and I was thinking to myself, "Just do it tomorrow. Get it over with. If he doesn't like you back, then you know and you can start to get over him. If he does, then...y'all.... 😏😏😏😏" I want to do it. I kinda need to get it over with. I just can't imagine any answer other than no. I can't get my hopes up, that never goes well. This is gonna be like the thousandth time I've said this, but, I don't know how the FLICKITY FUCK to do it. Like, Giannalea a few months ago was like, just ask him out. I would if I knew what that meant. How the fuck do you ask someone out?? What does that even mean? Like, going somewhere together? My parents would never let me do that. Do you just ask if you can date them? That sounds so stupid. I'm screaming on the inside just thinking about it. I don't want to make things awkward though.
Do it bitch. Just FUCKING DO IT. STOP BEING A BABY.
Not with that tone, fucker.
Shut up with your "not with that tone UwU" headass. Stop being so scared all the time. How in the world are you going to survive in this world when you can't even confront a literal preteen boy? There's some food for thought.
.....maybe you're right.
Yeah, I know I'm right. What's the worst that could happen? He shoots you? That's okay.
No. That's not really okay, but alright.
Even if you get rejected, it's not the end of the world, April. You know who will still be there for you? Billie Joe Armstrong. As he's said:

        No, hold on

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No, hold on.

 If things get awkward, you can fix it

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If things get awkward, you can fix it. Fuck it up queen.
Alright, but I'm probably still gonna be scared.
True.

Song Of The Day:

 This song always makes me feel emotional

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This song always makes me feel emotional. Also, I made playlist of the Songs Of The Day, just in case you cared. It's on both Spotify and YouTube.

 It's on both Spotify and YouTube

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