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Alright, so you may be wondering why I'm feeling this way. It's because I still have a colossal, and I mean fucking MONSTROUS crush on him. You know who. It never went away sis. I just forgot everything about him, so it gave off the illusion that I was over him, which was fucking WRONG.
What makes it worse is that every time I look around the room for any reason, I always seem to make eye contact with him. For example, I was standing outside of math, and i looked into the staircase to see if Mariana was there. Then, I made direct eye contact with him. Bitch, I'm broken. Whatever though.
In Science, we were doing the thinkits, and I had a flashback to last year, when Mariana, Fanny, him, and I in our group. I think Mariana said to me "he's kinda strange" or something close to that and I said out loud "you think he's gay???" And it started this whole fucking thing and i barely remember what happened. I just remember that I got like an 80 on my thinkits.
Also, I've like started stealing parts of his personality without even knowing. I've started bouncing my left leg like he does, and I sometimes mimic how his facial expressions. Damn, my personality is like fading bitch oh no give me it back.
So today in Italian, Ms Spatola and Mr DunneJaffe were talking about hanging out or something, and Mariana and I were listening the fuck in. We had tea. I couldn't really hear them over everyone else, but that's how it be sometimes. I also played MASH with Mariana, and she got married to Lana Del Rey.
At lunch, Imaan was asking Mariana if she liked big titties or small titties, and that shit was fucking wild. While Mariana was on the line for lunch, she asked me the same things, and I was shook, but I gave my input. Mariana wouldn't let me have one of her apple sauces 😔😔. But I got one from Dmytro anyway.
In math, we had a benchmark, and when I tell you I was fucking CLUELESS, I MEAN it. I was like halfway through the period on question 6. Ms Ago really thought that we would be able to finish it in one period. Okay sis, keep on dreaming.
When I woke up this morning, I was fucking tired as hell. I hated being alive, I was ready to risk it all when I was crossing the fucking street bitch, that's how tired I was. Beep beep. You're dead.
My fucking back was hurting so much because of the Social Studies textbook. That shit is like ugly. I can't wait until we get our Algebra books 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂.
This school is full of some crackheads. These kids really ALL got on the wrong bus. Do you not fucking read the fucking thing at the top of the bus??? What??? I don't know. Watch me get karma and end up missing the bus tomorrow or something.
hee hee
Happy now Mariana?? I wrote about the day.
