MY DESTINY 💯

Chapter 5

I was still standing in the water. Kajol looked at me. With his mouth he formed the word sorry. She was crying. For a few seconds, we stood there looking at each other. I was captivated by what had just happened. Why did I react so violently? "Kajol stop, please don't run away, we have to talk, Kajooool!" I had to follow her. I had to stop her. I jumped out of the water and ran after her. But I only saw how the car passed the doors. Helpless and wet, I stood in the driveway. What has happened? How could escalate the situation in such a way? I went in and called Karan. "Ji" "Karan you have to come immediately, something has happened." "Shahrukh what happened" Karan sounded worried. "Come, please." I hung up, I could not understand what had just happened, why did my body react again like that, she was my best friend, I dropped on the garden sofa and closed my eyes full of tears .

Flashback

It was in the middle of the night. On the set, everyone ran agitated. Karan spoke with me and Kajol for the scene. The pavilion was illuminated. The prepared rain. Everyone was in position and everyone knew what to do. Kajol had expressed concern about the scene. But Karan and I managed to convince her. She just said "If I play this scene, it should come out real and not be fictional." We all nod. "Are you ready?" I looked at Kajol who was in front of me. Wicks of his wet hair fell on his face. The red Saree favoured his eyes. She was beautiful. We both nodded at Karan. "Action ..."

I grabbed Kajol and pulled her back to me. With my finger, mark a line on your face to your collarbone. I heard a soft moan from Kajol. This triggered a wave of pleasure in me. Where do these feelings come from? Why did feel that infinite desire to kiss Kajol now? I had to suppress that idea. We were in the middle of the scene. I messed up that scene several times and noticed that Karan was losing patience. "Shahrukh come with me now." Karan took me and we walked away from the others. "Shahrukh, what the hell is happening to you today? Where are you with your thoughts? What is so difficult about this scene? I looked at Karan. Angry I answered "Do you want to know what is so hard? Damn, I'm just a man, I can't control some things either, I can't take that scene like this." I looked down. "Shahrukh, Kajol will understand your reaction and will not say anything She is no longer a girl. She will not misinterpret it. "I looked at him in disbelief. "Karan, how do you want me to do it?" "Shahrukh, be yourself and live that moment completely, that's how it's going to look authentic." I nodded, but could I really do it that way? Kajol was my friend, it does not feel like that between friends. with women but I never felt this desire with another. "I returned to Kajol, she hugged me and kissed my cheek." Shahrukh just trusts me. "Embarrassed, I looked at her. She did not even have an idea of what was happening in me. We returned to the position. I closed my eyes and tried to forget for the moment that I was married. I opened them and indicated Karan. "Action...."

Again mark the line. I stroked his face to his collarbone. My other hand searched for her belly under the sari. I heard Kajol moan softly again. I turned to her and kissed her passionately on the neck. I felt my emotion. "CUT" I got away from the situation and went without saying a word to my wardrobe. I had to try to think clearly. I was excited. Kajol had unleashed this desire and I didn't understand this reaction at all.

I heard someone open the door. "Shahrukh? Can I enter?" "Go ahead ..." Kajol entered the dressing room wrapped in a thick robe and towel on his head. "Shahrukh, please tell me what's wrong with you today?" I looked at her sadly. How should I explain something that I didn't understand? "Kajol everything is fine." "Shahrukh, I feel like something just happened." I looked at her. I had never realized how sensual her lips were. Why did he feel this urge to touch her? "Kajol please, everything's fine, and the scene went well too, right?" She looked at me incredulously, she came over and put her forehead against mine. "Shahrukh it was also hard for me." Surprised, I looked at her. Had I felt the same as I did? I had to know now, I couldn't live with this uncertainty, I grabbed her and kissed her a little impetuously, Kajol snatched the kiss from her and she looked at me in surprise, "Shahrukh, what are you doing?" Kajol's eyes Oh God, what had he done I jumped and took his hand. "Kajol I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. But I feel something that I can't define. Today you awakened something in me that I didn't know." "Shahrukh we can't allow this to happen. No matter what we feel we can't allow it ... "She came out and left me alone that night.

On day

I opened the door for Karan. He looked at me questioningly. "Shahrukh, what happened." I turned and walked to the window. "Kajol has been here ... I stopped her." Karan was behind me. "Shahrukh, how did you stop her?" I turned and looked at Karan. "Kajol wanted to kiss me. And I was about to accept that desired kiss. Karan, I can't ... I can't stand these feelings anymore. Karan just looked at me without answering. He turned around and walked a little. "Shahrukh, where is Kajol?" He replied softly "He's gone, he's gone with the feeling that he did something wrong."

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