Chapter 13

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Shahrukh sat down and took me to his lap. He tenderly stroked my back and played with my fingers. He rested his head on my chest and stroked her hair gently. I saw the two rings on that desk and breathed deeply. Shahrukh raised his head and looked at me questioningly "Shahrukh what would become of us if our parents had reacted differently at that time?" Shahrukh looked at me and took my hands "Kajol, how many times have I asked myself the same question, what would have happened if I had reacted differently, but we have to look forward and today we begin our new life." He smiled at me." How do our fans say, SRKajol?" Shahrukh put his forehead against mine and we both closed our eyes.


Flashback

Our first meeting was terrible. How could I shoot with a movie like that? He was disrespectful, introverted and arrogant. What did he think he was? I went to my dress room. They were going to be terrible 3 months. How was it going to be an affair with him when I fell so repulsive? When someone knocked on the door, I grimaced. "Haan?" He carefully opened the door and got into my car. I looked at him suspiciously and yelled, "What do you want here, isn't it enough, how did you just react? you are arrogant and disrespectful?" He grabbed my arm and put his hand over my mouth. "Shut up, can you hear me two minutes?" Surprised, I looked at him. He had beautiful eyes with a magical glow. I got lost in those eyes. I felt that his gaze was sealed in my soul. I shook myself to become mistress of my thoughts and raised an eyebrow. I had to keep myself serious. "Mrs. Mukherjee, I wanted to apologize, I didn't mean to treat you without respect, but please understand me too, they come roaring like a digger on the set, screaming and shouting with a language that I don't understand, therefore, probably not appropriate either. Don't you think ... In a charming way he had managed to wrap me in his finger, my anger had disappeared and I was immersed in those beautiful eyes again ... I had those sweet dimples ... And ... "Mrs. Mukherjee? "He gave me a light blow on the back of my head, I had lost myself in a dream of those beautiful eyes, I was ashamed because I had noticed it." I can imagine that you feel intimidated by my presence, but I'm just a normal person. "He laughed out loud, I felt he was making fun of me, I felt the anger slowly returning to me, I was about to say something when he held out his hand and smiled at something magical and said" I am Shahrukh. " I was not sure, but I couldn't resist her smile, "I am Kajol." I shook his hand and felt a strange heat that flooded my body. "Kajol I will try to accept you as you are. But please do not scream anymore." "Shut up Shahrukh." At that time we had found a beautiful friendship.



The days passed and we found ourselves more and more. We were inseparable. We spent all our time together. We practiced texts together, ate together or made jokes. We had the same humour. I understood his way of learning and directing. I understood his way of feeling a scene. I understood ... How much I had fallen in love. He broke my still innocent heart. Because I realized that I had fallen in love with a married man. How was I going to handle this? How should I continue to play the role with him? Every day I felt more and more attracted to him. I tried to back away, but the farther I went, the more Shahrukh sought my closeness.



During the filming I received the offer of a new movie. Actually, I didn't want to do it, but my father convinced me. The producer had requested directly from my father. I didn't want to look rude and I said yes. Time would help me overcome this infatuation. I tried to organize both schedules. When I arrived at Filmcity the first day, I found that guy. He had something brutal in him and a way that was freezing. He introduced himself as Ajay Devgan. Unfortunately, I didn't know at that moment that destiny had reached an agreement with this meeting.



After a few days, I understood how to deal with this person. It worked but it was completely different from Shahrukh. He spoke seriously, he was ugly and had a relationship. Even though we found a way to treat each other, it was all very forced.



Shahrukh was already waiting for me when I arrived to shoot that morning. "Kajol, Kajol, did you read it?" Scared, I looked at him. "The newspaper?" I shook my head. "Kajol, your dear and nice movie partner, had an affair and his girlfriend and romance met at a party yesterday." Shahrukh was euphoric. He really celebrated what happened. "Kajol, I wouldn't have believed this from your Devgan." Angry, I looked at Shahrukh. "It's not my Devgan." "Come on, Kajol, I know you." With your beautiful eyes you have the man you want. "Shahrukh pinched my cheek, but with each of his words, the wound in my heart opened, I felt the tears pooling in my eyes, I didn't want to show him this, and I turned around abruptly. "Kajol? I didn't want to harm you. I'm sorry it was just a joke. "Carefully, he turned me and lifted my face." Kajol, why are you reacting like that? Is everything really fine with you and that Devgan? "Again I looked down, I didn't want to and I couldn't tell the truth to this man. Shahrukh carefully took my hand and led me to a bench." Kajol, little one, talk to me. Please."


Today I don't know where I got the strength and the courage, but I did it.



"Shahrukh, I fell in love." Surprised, Shahrukh looked at me. "From the first day I felt it, every day I resist this feeling, every day I fight against that love, but as soon as I am close to him, I lose myself in those beautiful eyes." Shahrukh got up and walked a few steps. Without turning around, he said "Kajol, but that's good for you." I'm glad you found someone. I wish you all the best for that path. "Shahrukh had not understood me." Thank you, Shahrukh. "I had just confessed my love and he had not even realized what it meant. I felt my tears running down my face and I saw that Shahrukh was leaving, in silence and barely audible, I said, "Shahrukh, I love you."



From Shahrukh's point of view

I heard what Kajol said. Each word. But I couldn't understand it. How could he fall in love with such a person? He was not his type. And why did his words hurt so much? I got up and walked a few steps. "Kajol, that's good for you, I'm glad you found someone, I wish you all the best for that path." I lied but at the same time I felt why it hurt so much. I loved her. I loved her with all my soul. I couldn't take it anymore and I left. Silently and barely audible, I said, "Kajol, I will always love you."




Sometimes the destiny plays with us and we think we can play with it.




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