She Way Out // M.H. //

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Matty POV

I put the cigarette between my lips pulling in the niccotine into my mouth, feeling the calmness take over my body. I looked over to my right seeing the black stage behind me, soon there would be a crowd of people here listening to us play. "Matty, you doing okay?" I heard her voice call, i snapped my head back smiling at her.

"Yeah Nick, i'm good." After the whole hospital incident she has become more mothering to me, always checking on me and making sure im never alone for to long.

"Have you talked to her?" Nick asked stepping closer to me,

"Not since i gave her the first gift." Nick sighed rolling her eyes,

"You're an idiot." I smiled taking another drag from my cigarette,

"I'm doing this for a reason." Nick stared at me, she saw through my bullshit.

"What for?" She asked countering my own ego, i looked down at my hand seeing the red bracelet wrapped around my wrist.

"To see if she's the right one." Nick scoffed rolling her eyes at me,

"Matty shut the fuck up, you know how you feel about her. We all know how you feel about her, and i know it's more than Gem." My eyes shot up at her, she always brought this shit up. Nick lowered down to my level kicking her heels out in front of her, "I've been there through your whole relationship with Gem, and you know i loved you guys together. But i also saw the things that drove you to fall out of love with her. With Naomi, i've never seen you this happy, this tore up, this emotional, or this fucking moody." I let her words sink in, she was right. Ever since i left Los Angeles things have been different, i have been different. She was always on my mind day and night, there was never a moment that i wasn't thinking of her. "Just don't wait forever." Nick said pushing my shoulder as she stood up from the lonely stage. I finished my cigarette in loneliness, again my mind wandered to Naomi. I wondered what she was doing right now, what she was wearing at the moment, how she had her hair. Was her curly hair hanging around her tanned shoulders, or exposing that beautiful face? I sighed taking a final drag savoring the taste in my mouth. Tonight was another night to play, to put on a show for people who liked us, but there was one thing missing. And that is Naomi. I got up from the stage and walked back to my dressing room, it was almost time to get ready. These past few shows have been like a blur to me, i have to make sure im even singing sometimes because my mind isn't there. I walked into the room seeing Adam sitting on the couch playing the guitar, i smiled at him softly.

"Nick chew your arse out?" He said to me as i sat across from him.

"No. Just a talk." I said shortly.

"You should listen to her mate." Adam said to me and i snapped up looking at him. He hardly ever agreed with Nick, he got along with her but hardly saw eye to eye with her.

"It seems everyone knows what to do but myself." I admiteed to Adam rubbing my eyes together.

"You know what to do Matty." He said to me patting my shoulder as he stood up to walk to the door. "Were on in ten." He mumbled to me before he shut the door behing him leaving me alone to my thughts. I got up from the black couch walking around in a small circle just thinking, mainly about what i wanted to do with the whole Naomi and i situation; but also thinking about where i wanted to go with it. I know that i like her so damn much, i knew she liked me i didn't know how much but i know he has feelings for me. Ten minutes was to short to think about this right now, i ran my fingers through my hair as i walked back to the door. I walked down the familiar white hallways finally rounding a corner seeing the rest of my mates.