She Way Out // M.H. //

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So in the previous publish no one could read what i wrote lol im sorry about that BUT i fixed it (: and guys my hand caught on fire it was pretty painful but i didn't scream, i just said: oh fuck my hands on fire cx anyways love you and thanks to Hilary_Madi for telling me (: 

"Aren't you beautiful?" Matty breathed onto my neck, i smirked turning my head twoards him, 

"Matty, i'm trying to get ready." I whined as i slumped my back into him. I felt his warm fingers caress my waist rubbing soft circles into my side. Matty groaned as he kissed my neck softly, 

"Do we have to go out?" Matty said whining against me, I smiled softly as i continued to apply my make up, 

"Technically its not going out if were checking out your venue." I said to him with a smirk on my face. Matty huffed as he threw himself back on my bed. His arms and legs stretched all across my sheets, Matty groaned once more, 

"But i'd rather stay in bed with you love." Matty said looking up at me, i smiled back at him as i finished my last touches. "I have something for you." Matty said suddenly sprining up. My eyes watched him as he made his way to his suitcase, he bent down reaching inside of the bag. I reached for my perfume spraying a lit mist over me. I welcomed the smell of flowers as it tickled my skin, 

"What is it?" I asked as he continued to rummage, finally Matty turned around a small beanie in between his fingers. "Did you buy that?" I asked as Matty walked over to me, a sly smile across his face. 

"I might have. Might not, but it just so happens that it fits your pretty little head." Matty said bringing my body to his in an embrace. I smiled looked up at him, he was so beautiful. His curls draped around his face as he flashed me the beanie. The simple black beanie appealed to me and as i took it from his hands there wa a cold button, i turned the beanie seeing a white pin. Etched in black letters were the words: THE 1975

A smile reached my face, "Aren't you cute." I said hugging Matty close to me. A soft grumble erupted from his chest and i loved moments like these. I pulled away from his warm arms stepping back to see myself in the mirror, i situated the beanie on my head adjusting it to fit me. I smiled as i took in my appearance, i knew i had changed. I admired myself, for once in a very long time. I admired my black skinny jeand, i admired my white racer back t-shirt, i admited my long dark hair, i admired the ring on my nose, i admired my beanie that sat snugly on my head. 

"You're beautiful darling." Matty said, i jolted back. I didn't realize he moved behind me, "Always been so beautiful." He whispered placing  a kiss on my cheek. I watched as he walked out of my room, i quickly followed him seeing him take his jacket and keys. It's been a month since Matty asked me to be his girlfriend, and in that time span things haven't changed. There was no awkward moments between, no breaking down each others walls, there is only love. And as cheesy as that sounded it was completely true, Matty was basically living with me out of his suitcase. And as i followed him to his rental car i would not trade this for anything in the world. As Matty drove off  his fingers intertwined with mine, his music echoing through the car. 

"Are you excited for this show?"  I asked, Matty smirked over at me, 

"I'm excited for every show. Im just glad you're here this time." Matty said changing the song, as the music played Matty began tapping his fingers and singing along to a song i did not know. I watched as he sang his heart out, a smile fell onto my face as he sang to me across the console. He banged his head around while singing to me blwoing kisses left and right at me. Small chuckles ecaped Matty as he drove us both down a freeway, 

"So where exactly are you guys playing this time?" I asked playing with the tips of my hair. Matty pulled out his phone reading something, 

"A place called the Wiltern." Matty said, i nodded lying my head back on the cars seat. "A lot of greats have played there. The guys are really fucking excited." Matty continued on as we finally pulled up to a parking lot. The sun was high in the sky but the December clouds were protecting us, the air was cold around me biting my skin. "Come darling." Matty said extending his hand, i smiled taking his large hand in mine. We walked together and i took a moment to glance over at Matty. His hair blew slightly in the wind, his stubble ever present on his face, his black shirt rippling around him. As we walked through the streets the tall building stood before us both. Matty pushed through the front door and i was welcomed to a darkened room. Standing on a lit stage was a lanky man, next to him a woman dancing across the stage. I smiled instantly knowing who it was.