She Way Out // M.H. //

// 39//

I walked into the club following NIck and Jordan, we all easily passed through security as Nick said we were with Matty. I saw all the sweaty bodies grinding and dancing in nearly every corner, and i just wanted to be able to get some fresh air. I didn't even know we were coming here and i loked like a fucking weirdo in my denim shorts, my white Ramones t-shirt, and some old high-tops. I looked barely fucking legal. Where as Nick and Jordan were both dressed in cute outfits, i thought this was going to be casual. When we finally reached the table i grew even more annoyed to find that litterally everyone else was dressed in the same formal-ish attire. 

"Well aren't you two the cutest couple." Adam said clapping his hands together, i followed his eyes over my shoulder to see Matty. Excitement rose in my stomach as i realized i haven't seen him all day long, I was gretted with a smile as we both closed the space between us. I looked him over, taking in his unruly curls, the fitting black leather jacket, the way his Slayer shirt brought buttterflies to my stomach, his classic black jeans, and his black converse on his feet. Matty extended his hand out to me and i took it, as i was wrapped in an embrace i realized how much i missed him. I missed the familar way he hugged me, i missed the way he smelled, i missed hearing him smile. 

"Tell me i didn't see a nose ring sparkling off you?" Matty muttered to me, i smiled taking a small step back. 

"Mmm...maybe you did." I said fidling with the ends of my shirt. Matty smiled down at me shaking his head, 

"Well, it defintely suits you babe." Matty said throwing an arm around my waist, we both turned back to the table seeing everyone else talking and drinking. As we walked back i waved at everyone recieving mulitple hellos. 

"Hey! Something looks different on you Naomi." Ross said to me rubbing his beard, i smiled nodding my head, 

"Yeah your lovely girlfriend took me to get my nose pierced." I said beaming at Nick. Nick smiled throwing her hands up in defeat, 

"It was her idea, i just enforced it." Nick said smiling at everyone, and it was. I don't know what drove me to get it but i just really felt like i needed it. It kind of scared me how much i was starting to change, but it didn't even feel like i was changing. All these new decisions just felt normal, more like they were long overdue. However i always kept in mind that this all happened since i met Matty, i would have never thought of gettng my nose pierced, or wanting to dye my hair, none of that ever crossed my mind. But then i met Matthew, and everything about just changed. 

"It looks really great on you Naomi." A voice popped up and across the table stood Cassandra. From the corner of my eye i could see Nick glaring at her, but i simply smiled, 

"Thank you Cassandra." I said reaching down for a drink that was on the table. Matty's hand tightened on my back as Cassandra and John took a seat across from us. I watched as they both sat together, John's hand instantly connecting with Cassandra's thigh. My eyes widened, i never knew they were together. Dating? Talking? Whatever they were, i turned my head to Adam's voice, 

"So are we drinking or what?" Adam said smirking at eveyone, i smiled throwing back another shot down my throat. 

"Do we really need to get wrecked tonight? Don't we have interviews tomorrow?" Ross piped up from the corner. George rolled his eyes smiling, 

"Ross you never have any fun! Matty and i always have hang overs on the interviews." Every piled into a laughter, even i did. But Matty dipped his lips next to my ear, 

"Not anymore love. Not since i put myself in the hospital." His eyes were lowered to mine, and i nodded my head still smiling. I remember that day so clearly, i don't think i can ever forget how weak and lost he sounded.