She Way Out // M.H. //

// 16 //

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Matty POV

Something was moving up and down, i could feel it on my stomach. My eyes opened slowly, looking down a head full of curls poked at my chin. I smiled instantly knowing it was Naomi, i pulled her body close to mine smelling her warm scent.

"Mmm..goodmorning." Her soft voice peeped up, i smiled down at her.

" Morning love." I said giving her a small kiss on her head.

"How did you sleep?" she asked stretching her small legs out,

"Great actually, i usually don't sleep that well but last night i did." I honestly believe it was because of her, she's the reason why i was finally able to relax my mind to fall into a sleep.

"That's good, im glad you slept well." Breaking our conversation was the vibration of my phone, i turned my body over to see who texted me. It was George, i grabbed my phone and rolled back over to Naomi, "I'm going to get ready Jordan wakes up really early so she's probably already up." I nodded my head at her as she slowly slid off the bed. I read the text message George sent me, 

Morning Matty, so are we going to the pier today? Jordan is already awake bloody early bird. 

I smiled at the message picturing a grumpy George he loves his sleep, 

Yes mate were still on, Naomi is awake as well. 

Instantly my phone light up again, 

Have you told Naomi? 

I scrunched my eyebrows, 

Told her what? 

I searched my mind thinking of anything i needed to tell her....nothing...i couldn't think of anything, My phone vibrated aginst my chest, 

That we are fucking leaving to Europe tomorrow. Did it slip your mind mate?

 My breathing stopped, im such an idiot. How could i forget that i moving thousands of miles away from Naomi tomorrow morning. 

I haven't told her anything, it slipped my mind. 

I knew George was running a hand through his hair shaking his head at me right now, 

Fucking wanker.

I hung my down, i am a fucking wanker. How could i possibly forget, no it was not possible for me to forget this. I was to caught up in all the fun i am having with her to remember that i will be leaving and not coming back till November. I will be gone for 7 months, more than half a year. And after that i dont even know if we will be coming back to LA, our tour is over. I will be gone, she and i will not be in the same bed anymore. Fuck what is she going to think when i tell her, i have to tell her this. But how do i say it? I ran my fingers through my hair thinking of any way to tell someone who i want in my lfie that i am leaving for seven months.

"Are you okay?" Her soft voice called to me, i turned my head. She stood in the door frame her curly hair hanging down her chest.

"Yes love, just waking up is all." She smiled and walked back into the bathroom, "Fuck." I whispered lying back on the bed, how the fuck am i going to do this? I didn't want to ruin her day right now, i can't tell her right now. I got off the bed and started getting ready as well, i couldn't make it obvious that i was upset, but how would i tell her? I was pulling over a white shirt, as i heard little footsteps padding across the room. I turned my head, only to be met by arms embracing me and legs wrapping around me. Quickly my arms wrapped around Naomi's body holding her close to me, how will i ever get closure from her? "I cannot get enough of you." I whispered into her ear placing soft kisses on her face. A small giggle erupted from her and i loved the sound of it.