She Way Out // M.H. //

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So I would just like to apologize for all the spelling mistakes, or just grammar mistakes in general lol you guys are awesome about not killing me for it cx but I am going to go back and fix it I promise ! So ! It's super fucking late but I'm just bursting with ideas so i had to write cx BTW look at how cute he fucking looks in this damn gif!!!!

xxxsam

I couldn't even pull myself from the sheets as I saw the sun shining through the curtains. I groaned instantly feeling the pounding in my head, instinctively I put a palm to my forehead. All I could feel was the pulsating of my temples I whined rolling over, something tickled my face. I opened my eyes very softly seeing a black shirt covering my nose, I reached for it automatically knowing it was Matty's. I mean it was all black and smelled like cigarettes. As I pulled it close to my chest I could feel the morning breeze hitting my....breasts? My eyes popped open ignoring the blinding light to see that I was fully naked. What the fuck? I thought as I lifted myself out of bed feeling a pang of soreness hit my hips, I scrunched my nose in confusion as i pulled Matty's shirt over my messy hair welcoming a sense of privacy that shirt offered. I sighed rubbing my eyes carefully as I swung my legs out of bed, as I looked at my room I saw a clothing littering the floor. " What the hell." I whispered pushing myself off the bed, another string of harsh pounding in my head hit me. I took small steps finding Matty's shoes, then my toes felt the fabric of his bunched up jeans and socks.... what the hell happened? I turned the corner making my way down the hall poking my head out to see a figure sitting on my couch, was it him ? I stepped out further inching my neck out to see that it was indeed Matty. He sat on my couch his head in his hands just rocking on his feet, he hasn't noticed me. I stepped closer hearing his soft mumbles,

"I don't know what to do..." he sighed "Did I make a mistake?" He shook his head and I was completely lost. What in the world was he fucking talking about? I decided to make myself known,

"Matty?" I said taking a few steps closer to him standing to his left. Matty looked over at me his green eyes dull and sad. He said nothing, I watched him as I took a seat next to him folding my legs across the couch. "What's wrong?" I said as i sat back into my couch. I could feel an unamed tension in the room as Matty picked at his fingers not once looking at me.

"Do you remember anything from last night?" Matty said finally adverting his green eyes to mine. And what i saw completely confused me. Infused behind those green eyes was amixture of sadness, a hint of regret, but a great deal of embarassment. I thought about what he said really searching my mind trying to pick out anything that was unusual. But even as i attempted to search last nights events but i came up empty,

"No...i can't really remember anything passed beating Adam in shots." a soft smile crept on my lips as i remembered the look of defeat on his face. But when i looked back at Matty his face was extremely straight...okay..i guess that wasn't the right answer.

"Would you like me to fill you in on everything else? Or could you piece it together from all the clothes on the floor." He said harshly, i furrowed my brows still confused about what he was talking about. Matty stared at me for a few seconds but as the room stood quiet he rolled his eyes huffing. "Really Naomi? You go to Uni but you can't figure out something so fucking obvious?!" I watched him rise from the couch crossing his arms over his chest. I looked up him still unsure of what the fuck happened...and i felt bad as i knew his eyes were angry. Matty scoffed as he stared down at me, "God you are worse than Cassandra! I can't believe you don't remember us having sex last night." He began pacing my living room, his hands balled into fists. My eyes swtiched from left to right as he yelled at me, "I fucking told you i love you Naomi...and you didn't even say anything back to me." I gasped now, did he? I looked down at my hands trying to rack my hung over brain to find that moment.

"I-i'm sorry Matty..." I thought back to his words trying to see if they would trigger a memory...

you are worse than Cassandra...i told you i love you...

But in my thoughts something hit me, who the hell was Cassandra? I looked at Matty who was running his fingers through his hair tugging at the ends. "Who's Cassandra?" I said tugging on my lips with my shaky fingers. Matty whipped his body around finally facing back to me, his eyes going wide. Well, that confirmed for me that she was someone i should not have heard about. "Matty who is she?" I said growing angry, what the hell....he must of met her when he was away. He's only been back for a day...

"Naomi, please don't jump to conclusions okay?" Matty said taking steps twoards me. I sunk lower back into the couch feeling as if i just got punched in the stomach. I didn't know what the fuck to...i stared at him. 

"Then who is she Matty?" I asked once more closing my eyes in frustration. He better fucking tell me the truth, i'd rather hear that then be fed lies. But i knew that if my thoughts of him cheating were true then i would be crushed, especially since we shared such a special moment last night...even though i didn't remember it. 

"She is a friend. A really good friend actually. I met her at bar in England and i just brushed her off at first but she wouldn't leave me alone. So i talked to her, and then we just kept in contact. Before i left for LA i told her my goodbyes and said if she needed any job opprotunites in management to give me a call." I watched as Matty held my eyes through his entire explanation, not once did they falter or give me a bad vibe. I felt like he was telling the truth, i could see it in his eyes. Matty entertwined our hands, " I know you may not beleive me, i understand. But just know last night when i said i love you i meant it. Im not going to let some random girl come between us baby. I love you." Matty said rubbing circles across my hand. I couldn't help but smile, just the sound of him saying i love you made my heart race. I dropped my head sighing softly, 

"I feel like you're telling me the truth. I believe you. But it doesn't mean im still not upset." I told Matty crossing my arms over my chest, looking at Matty through my lashes. He smiled down at me as he pressed his lips to mine, moving them with the softest touch i could imagine. 

"Come on princess let me make it up to you." Matty murmered down my neck as he placed a trail of soft kisses down my burning skin. 

Looks like Matty left out a super important detail in his little story !!!! DO I SMELL DRAAAAMMAA???!!! LOL so im sooo sorry for leaving you guys hanging things have been super hectic but i promised myself i would write you guys something tonight so i did (: Just a little note if you guys like The 1975 instagram account you should check out: thatsthe1975

it may or may not be runned by me cx and my cousin of course ! okay this is a pretty long AN so goodnight loves! 

xxxsam