She Way Out // M.H. //

// 54 //

oh lord i just looked at my college deadlines, im so scared and stressed already.. Everyone is asking my plan and when i tell them they look at me like im crazy, i really really really hate it. But i love you guys 

xxxsam 

Waking up this morning was hell. A pounding headache racked through my brain, great i had a hangover. I rolled myself up from the carpet to see a body standing in front of the tree, i looked harder seeing that it was George. His tall frame looked down at all the presents, 

"Morning George." I said softly, George turned around quickly, 

"Morning Naomi," He whispered, "Is your brain pounding half as hard mine is?" He said walking over to the couch, i smiled 

"Yes." I said as i sat up straighter bringing my legs in, 

"Should we wake the rest of them up? Or let them sleep." George asked scanning over everyone who were still soundly asleep. I looked over to the clock, it was only seven, they could sleep a little longer. 

"I think we should wake them up closer to eight, i'm going to go shower." I said softly as i made my way up, my head swimming in dizziness. George smiled as he too got up, 

"I'm going to go for a smoke." He said walking towards the opposite hallway, "Have a nice shower." He called as i nodded him off. I made my way down the hall nearing my room, i quickly stepped over to my bag pulling out some warmer clothing. I sighed as i dragged my spent body to the inviting shower, quickly turning the dials to my liking. Easily i stripped off my clothing as i saw the steam floating into the rest of this cute bathroom. As i felt the warm water drip down my skin i shut my eyes feeling the calm run over my skin. I smiled to myself as i realized i missed Matty's touch as we usually showered together. Sometimes i realized just how much he's made a mark in my life. Especially with the little things, dropping me off at school, visiting me at work, spendings my days with me, taking me to eat, watching his interviews. Even though some days it scared me just how much i revolved around him and he revoloved around me, i couldn't be happier. 

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" Please tell me this isn't the wine i've been so horribly craving. Please tell me this is a dream?" Matty muttered as he finished tearing off the paper from my gift, a smile pressed onto my face. 

"Okay fine it's not wine, it's piss in a bottle?" I said as he stared down at the black bottle. Matty smiled widely as he took the bottle into his hands, 

"Is it yours?" He asked as his eyes scanned over every inch of the bottle, i smiled at him. 

"Yes, its definitely mine." I said as he placed the bottle next to him. He crawled over to me grasping my lips with his own. Their soft feeling intrancing me deeply, i sighed into the kiss melting with him. 

"Thank you darl, i love it so much." He said as he broke off the kiss. A blush swept my cheeks, 

"You promise? I feel like sh.it getting you wine for Christmas." I said averting my gaze to the floor. Matty shook his head with a laugh, 

"You do realize how much i love wine. Im basically an alcoholic love." He said running his finger over my chin. I smiled nodding my head, 

"That you are." I said winking. Matty laughed pulling me to my feet, 

"I love you." Matty said as he pulled me into a tight embrace. I held him close inhaling his familiar warm smell, 

"And i love you." I said back, the rise of chatter filled my ears. I turned behind me seeing everyone else opening their gifts.