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by Trusamblxck

OKAY! So i know i suck for not updating in a while but there has been ALOT going on personally and academically if any of you guys are seniors you know ;x but im back ! :D but guys did i do something wrong you guys just stopped commenting ): im sorry for whatever i did T.T BUT!!! HERE'S THE NEW CHAPTER :D tell me what you guys thought (:

xxxsam

"You're so full of shit." Naomi said as she listened to my story, i burst out with laughter. Almost instantly i heard Naomi chime in with her laughter as well.

"After all that, this is what you have to say to me?" I said in between my own laughs, she nodded her head curls bouncing around her face. I pulled her close to me as we continued to share this laughter, even though it was miday Naomi and i were both still on her couch. Her sweats keeping mine warm and her thick shirt warming up my exposed chest. As the laughter died down Naomi rested her head against my shoulder playing with the ends of my hair.

"What do you want to do today?" She mumbled as i ran my fingers tips up and down her arms. I began to think what i wanted to do but a smirk fell onto my face as dirty thoughts entered my mind.

"Mmm...do we have to get up?" I said slightly whining, Naomi giggled looking back to me. I watched her eyes smile as well as her lips as i pouted at her.

"Do you want to invite everyone over here?" Naomi said stiill smiling at down, she had no clue how beautiful she looked in the Novemeber light.

"No, i just want to be with you." I said nuzzling my face into the crook of her neck pressing sloppy kisses against her. I heard her throat grumble with a laughter,

"Fiiine, i guess we can spend the day together." She said and i already pictured her rolling her eyes at me. I pulled away from her gripping her arms,

"You love spending time with me." I said watching her eyes jump to playful,

"How do you know it's not my big ego, like yours?" Naomi countered taking her lips between her teeth. I supressed the urge to suck on them,

"Look at you, where did this fiestiness come from?" I said laughing softly. I pushed a small piece of har from her face catching her off guard. I smiled as i pulled her closer to my lips, and when i felt them take hold of mine i was already in her trance. With each new kiss i was falling deeper and deeper into the oblivioin known as Naomi. But i didn't give a shit, she was my oblivion. As her hips held on tighter to my own i slipped my hands around her securing her body closer to me. It was my turn to dig my hands into her hair as i felt them running up and down my chest. As my fingers tugged on her soft hair she dipped her head back allowing access to that sweet neck of hers. I began sucking and biting rocking my hips against hers, allowing the friciton to tease us both. I never imagine being here in this moment, i know it was wrong to be thinking of my ex right now but i was. I never imagined Gemma and i breaking apart, i never imagined meeting someone new. And i never even saw it coming, well her. I never saw Naomi coming, she stood out so much at the show. The soft rocking of her body against the sea of chaos in the club was so appealing to me. I remember seeing her simply staring at me as i gave my all on that stage and honestly i was just trying to impress her, usually if i even stared back at a girl they would lose their shit. But Naomi didn't, she seemed slightly amused after that groundbreaking performance i gave that night. And even when i met her she was so different, when i walked away from her i just wanted to run back and find out everything about her. I began to break up the kisses leaving her lips all to soon but i needed to tell her just how i was feeling. "Naomi, i need to tell you something." I said still placing soft kisses on her face.

"Mmhmm." Naomi murmered as i moved my lips down her neck still kissing her, i couldn't stop myself sometimes.

"I don't even know how this happened. I don't even question it sometimes because i'm just so happy it did. I don't know when i relized it, i think it was the day i called you. I was so fucking mad at that one fucking wanker, Alex. Just picturing someone other me or my friends with yoh made me sick. I needed to let you know how i felt about you, and that i was still here. I don't know how i managed to fall for you darling but i have a good idea," I looked at her watching her brown eyes follow my words with hesitation, " Every day i was away you always were in my mind even now i've been here with you at your home and you're constantly running through my mind. I can never get those eys out of my head, i could never get the smile out, or the feeling i get just thinking of you, " I watched as she smiled at my words and i had to admit i was getting pretty deep here. "I know we haven't been the traditional pair, i dont even know if we are a couple. But we don't need to label ourselves thats complete shit. I just..." I trailed off feeling a my word vomit coming to an end.

"What are you trying to say here Matty?" Naomi sqeaked from beneath my hold on her, i took a deep breath pressing my forehead to hers.

"What i'm trying to say is that, Naomi...i love you." I finally breathed out, " I love you with every part of me, even the fucked up ones. I don't know how you did it but Noami you made me fall so fucking hard. I love you so fucking much." I said in a hurried breath feeling extremely vulnerable at the moment. I studied her. I watched as her smile reached her lips but i also saw how it faded,

"Matty..i don't.." I silenced her with a finger to her mouth,

"Darling i understand if you don't feel the same. I honestly don't know how i could even love myself, i don't expect it to be so easy for you. But you, i find it impossible not to love you. I just want you to know that, I love you Naomi." I said as she pulled me into a hug relieved from the fact that i knew she didn't love me just yet. But it was true how the fuck could someone love someone like me, i knew Gemma didn't love me she loved what i brought her. But Naomi, i don't know how but i know that i love her. Which fascinates ad well as frigthens me because i've never even known what love feels like between someone who isn't your blood, or even your best mate. But the only logical explanation for the way i fet about Naomi was love.

"Don't think i don't care about you Matty, you honestly mean the world to me. And i'm just afraid to say something like this again, i want to know that i honestly and truly love you. But as soon as i know i will say it." Naomi rushed out looking deep into my heart. I smiled rubbing her back for confirmation,

"Don't rush yourself darling, i can wait." I said playing with a dark curl,

"I want to dye my hair." Naomi blurted out, i looked at her with a shocked expression,

"Such a big step, what color?" I said smirking at her, she swatted my arm laughing,

"Fuck off! And i want purple, a purple ombre." I nodded my hea picturing Naomi with purple hair. In all honesty i could totally see it, it gave me that rock-indie vibe and with Naomi's curly hair, full lips, and hypnotizing eyes i would go fucking mental if she actually did it. "I'm still debating it. And i want to get my nose pierced." I nearly choked on my own saliva,

"Where is my sweet innocent Naomi?! Who are you!" I said playfully shaking Naomi, i swam in her giggles.

"Shut up i just want a change, i'm tired of looking at the same person." I smiled at her as her eyes trailed off. She was probably imagining what she would look like, little did she know she looked so fucking angelic just right now. But thinking of her with a nose piercing and dyed hair did naughty things to my body. It was like having your little innocent school girl bending over in front of you to find she's wearing lace panties. I shifted quickly at my thoughts before Naomi felt my hardness from thinking of her bent over.

"Either way, you will look beautiful to me. Always." Naomi smiled kissing my cheek so softly,

"Baby, want to go out for a smoke?" Naomi whispered, i held her back,

"Okay seriously who are you and what have you done to my Naomi!" Naomi laughed as she unhooked her legs from me walked over to my jacket pulling my swisher out of my pocket. I watched as she twirled the lighter in he fingers, and jesus did she look fucking amazing. I shot up from the couch as i heard the door open. Yes. I love this woman.

so kinda a filler, but OMG THE HEART OUT VIDEO I LOVE IT SO MUCH!!!!! HOW DO YOU GUYS LIKE IT?!!!! guys today i hung out with this guy i've had a little crush on and omg...it was just so damn fun! LOVE YOU ALL HEAPS WE MADE IT TO 8K YOU GUYS ARE MY FUCKING QUEENS AND KINGS(if i have guy readers lol) OH!!! AND I THINK I FOUND THE ANTHEM TO THIS BOOK! I AM LIKE 99.99% SURE ITS CALLED: For The First Time by Youth In Revolt. I know it may not make complete sense but i already know the whole story and omg its just so perfect!