Please have some tissues in reach...
Raegan's pov:
It's been a few days now, nothing has happened. Justin and I have been fine and we haven't heard from his mother at all. It's been better, just us. No one else. I like it.
It's Sunday, Justin and I are relaxing on the couch watching a movie. His body is against mine, with his arms around my stomach area. I keep my arm behind his back, rubbing it lightly. These little moments with him make the feeling of losing him even more terrifying.
*Knock knock*
Justin let's go of my body as he jumps a bit. I stand up but before I can walk to the door, it opens. Justin's mother walks in, and comes over to us.
"Good afternoon boys." She says, smiling. I look at Justin and he looks at me.
"Afternoon Chloe. What are you doing here?" I ask, trying to sound as polite as possible.
"I have some bad news." She says, her smile dropping all of a sudden. Way to kill the mood. She sits down on the couch and I sit back down.
"What is it mom?" Justin asks quietly.
"I need to take Justin out of the state, that's the only way he'll stay safe." She says and my heart sinks. Justin looks at me with probably one of the most upset faces i've ever seen him make. I shake my head.
"Wait Chloe, think about this. Us, here. No one knows where he is. He's okay." I say. She looks at me like i'm crazy.
"What? He can't even go anywhere. How is that okay to you Raegan?" She asks looking straight at me.
"Mom you can't take me away from Raegan. Please, he keeps me safe here." He keeps his eyes forward to his mother but searches behind him with his hand. He feels mine and grabs it, squeezing it. Shit.
"I'm sorry, but I want you safe Justin. So start packing." She nods and stands up.
"Wait please mom." Justin let's go of my hand and stands up.
My eyes shoot to the front door and I almost feel like fainting when I see who just walked in. My mother. She walks over to where we are, confused.
"Raegan." She says and in that moment, everyone notices the situation. Justin looks back at me. "You've been keeping Justin here this whole time?"
"Woah wait. Who are you?" Chloe asks. My mom looks at her.
"I'm Raegan's mother. Who are you?" She asks.
"I'm Justin's mother." Then, silence.
"How dare you go against me and take him back Raegan!? That's why you wanted this apartment? That's why you didn't want to be around me anymore? You've been lying for weeks to me!" She raises her voice, coming closer to me.
"I'm sorry mom, I couldn't lose him. I need him in my life, I can't live without him." I didn't want this to happen, but I sit back on the couch starting to cry.
"Raegan this is all dangerous. Haven't you noticed by now?" She asks. I nod.
"Yes but I don't c-care." I say. I cover my face with my hands not walking any of them to see me crying. I feel like a little baby, but i'm so scared.
"Oh my god." My mom sighs but doesn't say anything. I looks up to see Justin staring at me with tears in his eyes.
"Come here Justin." His mother pulls him into the kitchen, and out of sight from me. My mom sits down on the couch next to me and puts her finger under my chin, lifting my head.
"Please don't cry sweetheart. I know how much you care about him, but it's so much." She says. I don't say anything and just hug her. She hugs me back tighter, rubbing my back in a soothing way. I break down again.
"I'm sorry!" I cry to her.
"Please, please don't cry. I hate seeing you like this."
"H-his mother wants to take him o-out of the state." I stutter through my tears. She pulls away from the hug and looks into my eyes.
"That's why your crying?" She asks. I nod.
"I'm so scared mom." I whisper. She becomes quiet for a minute.
"Son, maybe this is time for all of us to move on with our lives. Maybe you and Justin...you're just not meant to be." She says running her fingers through my hair now.
"I don't want to believe that." I say learning my head on her shoulder. I look up to see Justin and his mom walking back into the sitting room. His mom smiles at me a little and just walks out of the house.
My mother kisses my forehead and stands up, following Justin's mom out the door. They both know we want us to be alone.
"What'd she say?" I ask quietly. He comes to sit next to me on the couch.
"We're going to New York." He says, looking down. "She won't let me stay here, I tried." He whips his face lightly.
"So our end is coming soon, I guess." I say. I look up at him and see he's looking at me now.
"I-i guess it is." He nods softly. My heart is breaking right here in this moment. He's not mine. I can't keep him. This was never meant to be forever.
"I'm sorry." I say. He shakes his head, his lips quivering.
"It's not your fault." He says putting his hand on my cheek. He wipes my tears with his thumb.
He leans in and kisses me softly, and I still feel everything. (Just thought you should know, i'm crying so hard so it's hard for me to finish this) The same spark. The same fireworks. They never left. I wanted us to be forever.
"When you get there, ask your mom for a phone. I'll give you my number and we can still talk, maybe." I say.
"I'd like that." He whispers. He lifts his arms and connect them around my neck. I wrap mine around his waist and dig my head into his shoulder. I feel him doing the same to me.
"I love you Justin and I always will." I say, mumbled a bit.
"Ill forever love you Raegan, i'll never forget you." He says.
This is really ending. Ill probably never see him again, but at the same time I always will. He'll always be with me.
Wow, so uh, I cried. I'm sure most of you cried :(
Should this be the end? Or do you all wanna put you and myself through more torture and have me write one more chapter? (If i do, it'll be short)
please comment bc i need to know! now! i'm waiting for you. vote too while your at it :)
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