"Home" -Jaegan

•Comfortable•

Raegan's pov:

My eyes flicker open and I see I'm now facing away from Justin. I wait a minute before gently turning around and seeing him turned against the wall now. His quiet snores calm me. I'm glad he's getting some sleep.

I grab my phone from my side table and open it. Nothing from Kale, good. My mom is most likely still sleeping.

My phone buzzes in my hand and I see I got a text from a friend from school.

Matt: Yo Rae, come over. I got some weed for us.

Me: I'm sorry Matt I can't today.

Matt: Oh come on you never turn down drugs ;)

Me: I can't. See you in school.

I shut my phone off and turn it off. I glance at Justin and hear him waking up. He slowly turns around and opens his bright green eyes.

"Morning." I smile at him. He looks up at me and hold out his hand. I grab it and he squeezes mine.

"I love how you always hold my hand." I say. He sits up a little but doesn't let go of my hand.

"It calms me down." He smiles. "And I also just like the feeling of holding your hand." His eyes glow.

"Well I'm glad. I like holding your hand too." I say. We stare into each other's eyes and I feel like I can't look away from him.

"Are you doing anything today?" He asks breaking the silence.

"My friend invited me over but I'm staying with you."

"You don't need to." He shakes his head.

"But I want to." I say. He nods.

"O-okay." He stutters.

"Let's watch videos on my laptop." I suggest. He shrugs.

"Sure." He smiles. I take my laptop and open it, pulling up YouTube.

"Let's watch Shane Dawson. He's hilarious." I say searching him up.

"Ok." He smiles and looks at my laptop. I lean against my headboard and he looks at me.

"Come next to me." I say. He slowly climbs next to me but makes sure we aren't touching. I put my laptop on my lap and we watch YouTube.

Justin laughed a few times at the videos. That made me feel good. Making him happy is all I want for him.

"So he's gay?" Justin asks.

"No he's actually bisexual."

"Oh." He says quietly.

I look from my laptop slowly up to Justin's face. He notices me looking and glances at me. Our eyes lock ones his look into mine. My eyelid flinches as I feel myself wanting to look down at his lips. No I can't. But why do I want to?

"U-um." He stutters quickly. I flash back into reality.

"Oh sorry." I laugh awkwardly.

We kind of spent the whole day like this. Watching videos and talking a little bit more. And eating. By the time we knew it, it was already getting dark. The day went by really fast.

"So are you comfortable in those clothes?" I ask him.

"Oh yeah, fine." He smiles lightly. I get up to shut the light off. I look back and slowly talk to my bed to see him already getting under the blankets and getting comfortable. I lay down next to him and he looks at me. We are both tuned to each other again.