lovely // analogical ✔

☆ 28 - it's hard ☆

(a/n: no that's not what the title means you fucks

also can we talk about ships? i feel like we need to. the fandom is going after each other because of ships and it's insane.

someone might not ship prinxiety for the same reason someone else might not ship logince.

also: deceit ships.

i dislike deceit ships. i just don't see it, unless deceit has some a redemption arc, but i don't see how he could.

if someone likes deceit ships, im not going to be rude, because they have their own opinion!!

i don't hate on them because im not three :) it's ok to have a friendly debate ofc

didn't we all learn this in kindergarten that people think differently??)

Logan and Virgil were cuddling and Logan was holding onto his boyfriend like he was his life source, and in a way, he was.

He knew it was foolish to rely on someone so much. It was unhealthy and he had to fix himself. But he promised himself that would get to that someday.

For now, he was stuck in a repetitive spiral of pain.

"H-He said some really awful things to you," Logan said, breaking the silence.

Virgil sighed and gave him a sad smile. "Yeah. He did."

"He shouldn't have done that."

"I know. But it's normal. It's not like I haven't heard it all before."

"Is it hard?"

"Yeah. It's hard... but it's just reality. I wish we could change that."

"Maybe there's an easier way."

Virgil laughed. "Really? Nothing's really easy."

"Well, Patton saved the day in an easier way than either of us could come up with."

"He's Patton. He's younger, and he has more common sense... He's great, but not everything is that simple."

"...maybe we don't think so. Maybe there's an easier way to do almost anything, but we just haven't figured it out quite yet."

The popular kid looked at the floor. "You're being really optimistic today. I thought you'd be more upset since... you know."

"Yes, but.. I don't want you to feel bad for me anymore. I want to change, and if I didn't rely on others all the time, I'd be more emotionally stable."

"That's hard to do. But good luck."

"It will be, but there will always be times like this. Patton told me to meet other people so I don't bother you all the time, and I think that's a good idea. Thank you for everything."

"No problem." Virgil leaned in and kissed Logan deeply. "I love you."

"I love you too."