𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒍𝒚

𝑀𝑦 𝑜𝑛𝑙𝑦 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒

Vjoy

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It's been a year already, but her scent still lingered in my roo- no, our room.

I sat on the bed looking around my room, seeing that nothing have ever been moved, that nothing's had change. Everything's is completely the same, the same as last year.

The year that she is still there. And also the year that she's gone. Out of my entire fucking life.

A knock at my door pull me from my thoughts, make me averted my gaze at it. Jin appeared with a plate of food on his hand. He walk towards me and set it in front of me as he stand beside me.

"How long are you gonna be like this?" He ask "She has been gone about a year already, move on! That's what she wants right?" He ask again as I weakly nod at his question.

"Then do it! She wants the best for you. So find another woma-" "You don't understand!" "Then make me!" He screams as I snorted "Trust me, you don't want too" I smirked bitterly.

"Get out" "V- I" "Get out" He sighs and walk towards the door. He turned at me and sigh again not before saying "Get ready, it's time"

I leaned against the head bed and sigh again "Why do you have to go" I breath out.

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I look at the mirror once again and sigh sadly. The sudden feel that make me want to cry is slowly killing me inside.

When I arrive at the living room everyone is there including Red Velvet except her, look pity at me making my blood boil. "I don't need your pity" I snap and dash out of the house.

I drive my car towards a certain building. Making sure it is tall enough. I get out of the car, leaving the keys in it, not like I will need it after this.

I make my way to the highest floor and get out to the roof. I walk to the edge of the building as iI look down, staring at the busy road, people talking to each other.

"Funny, that i can't accept the reality that you're gone. Out of my reach. That I won't see your smile anymore. That I can't hear your voice again. And that I can't feel your warmth against my body anymore. But of course that's......

impossible because you're dead"

I whisper brokenly as I step closer and closer to the edge.

"But don't worry my love, i will see you again. in after life" I said as I jump off the building to see my only love.