Abnegation - Austin Hawke
We're visiting the Factionless.
She won't look at me.
I'm not sure which bothers me more.
My sister is more than twenty feet away from me and she won't even glance my way. Maybe she has let me go the way I'm supposed to let her go. I can't do it. I'm missing a part of me, Austin or Aidan or whoever we've decided she is. And my heart aches for its other half. Now that I see myself in grey while she's in black and white, it's so much harder...
What did they teach us? Think about others. Turn our sorrows into energy and use it to help others. Project outward until you forget what's inside you. Until you forget how badly you're hurt. I take a deep breath before opening my eyes and looking around.
There are women standing outside a building with cans, cans of food that will serve as a meal for everyone here. I can't look away from it; the measy cans that serve as their meals distract me from everything else. We take so much for granted...
"Excuse me!" I raise my voice a little, just a little, so that's it's loud enough to be heard the women with the cans. They look over at me, one of them smiling a little and the other scowling.
I take the smile as an invitation to join them, though I hope I'm not imposing. I hope they'll let me help. That's all I want to do, help. Help and forget the things that are bothering me. It's all I can think to do. And it's what I'm expected to do.
"Hello. Would you like some help with cooking or cleaning or anything?" I smile timidly at them as I stand a few feet away, my gaze dropping to my hands as I stand there. It'd be selfish to be any louder than I am.
"We don't need your help, Stiff." The nickname feels like a punch to the gut, I actually flinch like the woman hit me when she speaks."Of course we do, Jenny. There's always things that need to be done and we could use another pair of hands." The other woman has a cheery voice and a mega-watt smile as she nudges the other woman, Jenny's, arm.
I feel almost sick to my stomach because of the insult, though I've used it more than once myself it hurts when you belong to the people you're dismissing. But I try not to let it show as I smile politely at them and nod. I don't want to see selfish but not being eager to help out.
They look at eachother before leading me inside the haphazard looking house. A long time ago I would've been worried about it collapsing on me but it looks safer on the inside. This is where somebody lives, it's not okay for me to be so critical when they have next to nothing. I wish I had something to give to them, anything.
"You're just in time to help us with dinner, thank you."
"It's just cans, you don't need to thank her..."
The two women don't seem to be in agreement when it comes to anything but it's understandable. They look similar, sisters. And sisters argue a lot. I wonder if there's anything behind it but it'd be curious to ask and I'm not supposed to be curious. It's just a sister thing.
They lead me into the kitchen, talking quietly to themselves and looking at me every once and a while. I don't mind, though my face heats up a little. I pretend not to notice it and instead start to open cans for them.The smell of canned food isn't pleasant and it doesn't take me back in my memories but I pretend it does.
"So who exactly are you, miss?" Jenny asks with a raise of her dark eyebrows as she rolls out sheets of flat dough that must be premade bread. These things only go to the Factionless...
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