I thought it would be Aidan. As soon as they told me one of my family members was facing Factionless life, I thought it would be her. After all, she would be the one of us to do something stupid in the name of her own wishes. She was always the one who did that. I was in hysterics, prepared to fight like hell to keep her in her Faction. After all, she had earned it. She had passed. I was ready to lose my place in Abnegation to keep her in Candor; if that wasn't selfless that I didn't understand what was. They can tell me I'm selfish all they want because fighting for her is more important.
So when I walk into the small room where they told me I'd meet my loved one, I'm shocked to see my mother sitting in front of me. My lawful, mostly-rule abiding mother is sitting there with thick shackles on her wrists. I stand there dumbstruck for a moment before the officer in the corner clears his throat.
I'm tempted to tell him to go screw himself but it would be selfish to take my anger out on him. It's not his fault that my mother has done something wrong. I sit down and stare her questioningly. I know I'm not supposed to be curious, so I won't ask. And if she doesn't explain, in going to leave. I'm going to leave her behind the way I should've the day I spilled my blood on those stones. Faction before blood.
"Austin... Austin, it's not what they say! It's not what they think! You have to help me!" She already starts with the yelling and demanding. We haven't even said hello yet.
I don't respond, I just frown. I don't want to play the game where she asks me to cover for the things she's done. We did that too much when I was a child. 'Tell Daddy you broke the picture, it wasn't my fault' she whispered to me when she broke a picture of my parents that Father had said not to touch. I still have the scar on my shoulder from where he hit me.
"Austin, I didn't steal anything! I didn't do it! I wouldn't do it! You know I wouldn't!" Mother was pleading but it wasn't the desperation that made me snap my eyes up to her face, it was what she said.
Stole something? My mother is a thief. I wait for the shock to come but it doesn't. It sounds like her, she did whatever she wanted to get what she wanted. She made us the same way, Aidan and I. She told us it was okay to take things as long as you put them back.
"I don't know anything. It sounds like something you'd do. Why don't you tell me what happened?" I say calmly and quietly to mask the anger that's running through me right now. She's wasting my time. I know she did it. I know she's lying to me and it hurts. It hurts to listen to your own mother lie straight to your face.
She looks at me like I'm a demon. Her eyes are full of tears and they seem to bore a hole in my soul. She's trying to guilt me into believing her. Or maybe she's not. I can't be sure anymore. For an ex-Candor, she's a good liar. Another lie... If Aidan hasn't pressed a note into my hand when she left I wouldn't have known. I wouldn't have read that she lied to us. She always lies.
"They said that I stole files from Erudite! They said that I'm giving stuff to Dad to mess with the system! It's lies! I wouldn't do it, Austin you know I wouldn't do this after what happened before! You have to believe me!" She grabs my hands and her handcuffs did into my wrists too. I pull my hands away like she burned me. I've even developed the Abnegation hatred of being touched...
It does sound farfetched. Not the stealing files part, I'm sure she would do that if she was given the chance. The part where she gave them to Father. If she was passing information on to him, why would she be the only one here? Why wouldn't he be facing Factionless life? This is all on her. Unless it's not...
"Is he the one who gave you away? Is the one who accused you of doing something wrong?" My voice is barely a whisper, as it has been since I donned my grey clothes. I'm not sure I like my voice when it's quiet. My mother is loud. My sister is loud. I'd be lost in the roar of their voices if Aidan was here.
Her angry eyes just stare ahead. She knows I'm the smarter of the twins, that I'm not going to be tripped up by her lies. But she also knows I'm the one that will want to believe her.
"Austin I didn't do anything! I didn't do anything! Dad doesn't have anything, I didn't give anything to him! Tell them I didn't do it! TELL THEM I WOULDN'T DO IT!" She slams her hands on the table and yells. I just cringe, I can't help it. I hate her yelling at me. I've always hated it. But I can't even yell back anymore.
I want to tell her yes. That I believe her, that I'll fight for her. After all, wasn't I prepared to do that when I thought it was my twin? Wasn't I prepared to give up my life in a Faction for her? This is my mother, I should be prepared to do anything for her. But I find myself doubting the words that are about to come out of my mouth. After all, she's lied to me for so long. Little lies and big ones. Who's to say she's telling the truth now?
"Say my name..." I whisper, hot tears starting to well up in my eyes as I look down at the table. It's been bothering me ever since I read Aidan's note. People know who we really are. But I'm sure my mother- the woman who raised us and knew us more than we knew ourselves- doesn't know.
"Austin. My daughter Austin." She says dismissively. It hurts even though she doesn't know it.
"You're wrong. And you're also a liar. You may not have given anything to Dad but you're not innocent. I'm not wasting my time any more." I lean forward and whisper in her ear before standing up and turning my back.
It might be wrong. She's my mother after all. But she's a liar. And she's hurt me more than she could know. It may be stupid to condemn her based on things she did to me as a child but I'm not just saving myself. I'm saving Aidan from having to go through this with her. I'm letting my mother be punished for her own good. And that's selfless enough for me.
Mother screams at me as I leave, terrible nasty things. But she says what I wanted to hear. I smile as I walk away to leave her with her fate, no matter how horrible that may be. No matter how much of a betrayal this is. Faction before blood after all.
She called me Aidan.
That is, before she called me a bitch.
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Writer Games: The Final Twist & A Night in Wattpad Manor & Faction Wattpad
AventuraWriter Games: The Final Twist: last updated September 9 2013 A Night in Wattpad Manor: last updated October 19 2013 Faction Wattpad: last updated December 18 2013 Reuploaded with permission by AEKersey 2019