Winter's Love

79

Even though this disaster happened and he was happy with Hana, so happy that it always twists my guts while looking out the window listening to my favorite piano song I couldn't help thinking about him. I wanted to share the song with him... if he were here, we would be listening to it together. I took my mobile and went to Twitter. In the end my personal account he never knew what it was, and from there I always wrote to him, as a Starlight. I shared the song with him, not with the hope that he would listen to it, but for me to shake off the desire to listen to it with him.

-Are you ready? -Shin Hwa asked behind me, pulling me out of my thoughts. I pulled the earphones out before answering.

-Of course, I am! Where do I sign? -Today, officially, I signed my contract as a model, making him my manager. I would lie if I didn't say I was filled with fear and worry, but not every day an opportunity like this was received. Or rather, I was already tired of ignoring these opportunities. After all, I wasn't going to call all the attention in the world, which was good for me.

Each and every one of my requests was considered, leaving me with a completely free contract. With so many restrictions that who was in the losing side was the photographer, but I wasn't so shameless as not to work twice to reward all these freedoms. Although that involved sections of photos all night because the next day I had a commitment to VIXX. I have not told the boys anything because I wanted to surprise them. Maybe they will find out when they see my photo in a magazine or something like that.

My photo in a magazine? Ugh, thinking about that made an incomprehensible mix of feelings in me. Whatever it was, I was going to try to enjoy it to the fullest and not disappoint the people who believed in me. Once the documents were signed, the lawyer left the office leaving us alone. Shin Hwa looked in a good mood, even when Sun Hee came in like a tornado without warning.

-Congratulations on your new job! Nice to meet you, I'm your stylist -I blinked a couple of times.

-It is not a joke? -She sat on the seat continuously.

-It isn't. Shin Hwa asked me to be part of your team, considering that you start a new path, he wanted you to have as many people known around you -I looked at him gratefully.

-Do you really think about everything?

-Only a little -He laughed.

-And he's being completely modest -Sun Hee jumped-. He was almost going crazy while writing the contract. You are a demanding woman, you know?

-I'm sorry.

-You don't have to apologize, I know you'll do your best. By the way, didn't I tell you that Shin Hwa would get away with it? You see now you're his official model and I pity you -She fainted a chill-. Do you know that you have many projects already? -I looked for answers, but I only met the photographer wanting to kill his friend with his eyes.

-What is she talking about?

-Did you not tell her?

-I was going to do it right when you came in...

-Ah, I apologize. You can go on now -He rolled his eyes but then laughed.

-We already have work to do, I hope you're ready.

-Do you remember that portfolio of photos you made? -Sun Hee asked exasperated with the photographer because he didn't say anything-. He took care of taking it to several places and, whatever it is, you have impacted them so much that they want to work with you. You're a lucky girl -It was too much to process.

-I just finished signing the contract -Both laughed.

-Okay, we will not start work today -He consoled me-. Today you will meet your dermatologist, we will go to review your GYM schedule.

-And the fun part -For some reason, the stylist enjoyed everything more than me-, we will go shopping! You need to start looking like a model -She looked at my clothes-. Well, you look like one, but you know what I mean. You need more clothes for when you go to meetings and so on.

-Is that necessary? -Shin Hwa saw my discomfort.

-Take it as an investment in your career. You have to work hard to get it replaced -I smiled.

-That sounds like a plan. When will we go?

-Are you ready? -The photographer asked. This has been the happiest I've seen him.

-Obviously -From this moment, my life began to change again. The drastic change of coming here was not enough, now I had to change. Facing all my fears and new challenges of myself was difficult. But I was sure I would. I had to do it.