Winter's Love

41

-You must come comfortable tomorrow. It will be a busy day -N wrote in the chat group.

-We'll kidnap you to do exercises tomorrow -Ken wrote with a line full of emoticons. Normally it would not bother me, after all I did the exercises in my house since I barely had time to go to a gym... but, hey, tomorrow was my birthday and to spend it doing exercises wasn't something that I really wanted.

-Cover yourself well -Hongbin always so careful.

-Use comfortable shoes -Ravi wrote. I let out a sigh as I felt my face turn red.

These days have been a constant source of nerves, smiles and tears. Apparently, we both had a momentary truce and we didn't mention anything about what happened that day. But that didn't mean that I didn't get sighs all the time and that worry would not bring me to tears. It felt like a dream. In moments I was enjoying the feeling, and in others I wanted to run. Could I be with Ravi without this being a problem for him? If there was only hope, I would follow it until I caught it. At the end of everything, I would do anything for him.

-Yes. I'll be comfortable tomorrow.

I don't know why but I felt that they would make me suffer. I was always bothering them and this time I feel I will pay for each and every one of those things. For what I saw tomorrow would be a day that wouldn't end, because at night I was going to receive many calls. Among them some annoying because now that it is winter, the group has had presentations after presentations and although it didn't seem so, we have not had much free time... So, I haven't been able to call my family and friends.

The night continued falling and faithful to my insomnia I was still awake. If Ravi were here, I would surely be happily asleep. He had the specialty to make me feel so calm around him that it was easy to sleep. I sighed and concentrated on the drawing in front of me. It's been a while since I started doing a drawing and I was paying dearly for it.

-Ugh! This will take my life -I glanced at the clock and let out a shriek for the hour. I needed to sleep if I would exercise with my crazy ones in the morning.

I wiped my hands off the charcoal I had and flew to the room humming Ladi Dadi, remembering the little details he left me from time to time in the office. From notes on papers, coffee and even kisses on the cheek when nobody is looking. Although we had not talked about the subject, I was receiving this kind of attention... That daring boy.

I didn't know how to react to that. I kept fighting with myself to not give in, some days were easier than others. Especially the days when I saw him work, those days gave me a clear mind and a dog's mood afterwards. In addition, I had ignored all the answers to his notes. Ravi was not going to give in easily either. So, we were at a standstill, as always. Apparently, it was the story of our lives.

I went to bed thinking that I should talk about this with someone because I was on the verge of madness, and although I could tell Ale who I trusted to life... Just thinking I was going to say something that could harm Ravi refrained me from pronouncing any word like that with my mouth. Once I said it, it would not be a secret anymore and I couldn't protect it if something happened. Me and my complicated mind...

The alarm took me out of bed three hours later. I stood up as if I had springs and went to take a shower and after preparing myself I made coffee, I left. I took a change of clothes to change after exercising, although I was sure that the day will be all for that. You will be wondering how they can do what they want with me without the agency complaining. It's something simple, I was hired to be the shadow of the group. So even if the manager takes care of them in general, I took care of them directly. They were not lying, my direct bosses were not the company, but them. So, if they were bored and said to entertain them, I should do it. Thanks to the gods that they get along pretty well with me. Imagine if they didn't. Just thinking about it made me shiver.