Winter's Love

104

The days that followed the signing of the contract were crazy. I was really stressed and excited most of the time. My moods changed more frequently than normal, to the point of being ridiculous. In spite of everything, the boys were a constant source of support, which kept me a bit calm. In addition, true to his word Ravi was collaborating with the production. Seeing him there in the studio with me was magnificent and above all soothing. His experience made him a source of peace for me, seeing him so focused and calm made my revolutions go down. The truth, he was a contrast to how I felt. His advice was more than useful, but his proud looks and attention was also a great remedy.

In the process of choosing the songs for my debut, I discovered that Ravi had written some songs thinking about me. But we decided to keep them for later, it was enough for his name to circulated as a producer. Anyway, I got really excited. That he wrote songs thinking that I could sing them at some point, warmed my heart. Ravi saw me as an artist before being official. How not to love him more?

Even though I was consumed with everything from the debut, between the practices of dance, singing, and piano, my activities as a model didn't stop either. What's more, the company asked that I keep going to them, just because of the popularity that this could bring. My insomnia was celebrating that it was finally useful in something because these days sleeping a full night has been almost a luxury.

-How about we do four teaser videos? One for each letter of her name, as a small acronym. One that lasts several seconds. We will not show her face or anything, only her voice. This would make people interested in the mystery that surrounds her. In addition, the company has not made public the contract, that would help a lot to the surprise. Then, we can do all the official promotion -As the boys suggested, my artistic name would be Lore. They insisted so much that I could not say no.

We were currently discussing what the promotion movement would be, everything was fine until they mentioned the official debut date. I was going to die because it was really soon. It was not the same performing in a local with Thirteen than to appear on Korean TV. But I knew I could do it, if not I wouldn't have signed.

-Do you feel good? -Shin Hwa looked somewhat worried when we left the meeting.

-I feel like I'm dreaming -He laughed.

-It will not give you any scenic panic? -I grimaced.

-If I could get on stage and sing a song that I didn't practice, I think I can do anything.

-You're right. Ready to meet your Sunshine? -I nodded. As I have been full of work, I decided to make a small meeting in the cafe. Anyway, it was too cold to do it outside and it was getting dark.

-Let's go. We will arrive late.

It was always surprising to meet so many people there. The place was full to its capacity. I was sorry that others couldn't be present, but that wasn't something that was precisely in my hands. People went crazy when they saw me arrive, and I wondered what their reaction would be when they knew I was preparing my debut. I wasn't idol yet, just a model and for some reason, I already had this group of fans. I guess for them I'm something else, considering the videos of me that everyone could find on the net. The noise of the cameras began immediately when I reached my place.

-I almost had to cancel the meeting -I said, and those present made a noise of disagreement that brought out a smile-. Is a lie. How's everybody? Did you arrive well, without any inconvenience? -A chorus of affirmations rose. At that moment my phone rang-. Oh, wait a second.

-I'm sorry, the practice took longer than I expected -Ravi had come to come.

-Don't worry, my love. I get it. Don't forget to rest.

-I'll do it. Have fun with your fans. I love you

-I love you more.

-Impossible -I laughed. This man and his occurrences.

I went back to the group and had a good time with them. I thought how much this number of people could grow much more soon, also in how difficult it would be to see Ravi and my boys after this... there was only something to do when your life began to change. Prepare yourself for the change, taking new measures. So, I wasn't going to let my work take me so far away from the people I love. Somehow, I was going to find that balance. I would make sure of that.