Winter's Love

Bonus Chap. 29

Writing that message to the Starlights was something I thought carefully, and that my brothers helped me to decide. I thought about it a lot, not because I didn't want to say it, but because this was something that could get us in trouble. It has already happened several times that we had a bad time because of rumors. That now is really... it could be hell. But we all came to the same conclusion; these things would happen sooner or later and the fans had to accept it.

I decided to do it on my own and surprise Hannie. I knew her enough to know that she would ask me to reveal our relationship at another time, just because of the habit of thinking about me first. Now that I knew she could be fine, as well as she could be considering that some fans might be upset, I could say what I wanted to say. All the things I wanted to write at that moment, went to walk away from my head. So, I ended up writing a short message.

After visiting her in her office and seeing her beautiful surprised face, I went to practice with my brothers. We were all being more silly than usual, I couldn't even tell that we were really practicing. We sit on the floor to rest. I took my phone, just to see in what state was everything I wrote. The manager and the company were already making their confirmations. It wasn't easy to go through this again, but it was something that was done. At last.

I went through Hannie's SNS, to realize that she had also been in charge of making a message for her fans. I laughed because more than that, it seemed like a kind of warning. This woman is not afraid of anything.

     I guess you have read the news, right? It has also taken me by surprise that Won Sik has made our relationship public. That boy is crazy, haha. Since everything has been revealed I have no reason to deny it. We have spent enough to stand today and be happy for the time being. It is no secret that I have adored that man for a long time, so I feel completely happy and grateful with life for having him. To all those people who have written me congratulations, thank you. The words aren't enough to thank all the support you have given us. The vast majority who have been offended and disappointed by the news, I regret to say that I don't regret this. So, I'm not going to apologize. I've done that all the time, and I don't feel like it anymore. I also don't feel that I should apologize. Those people who have started with their hate messages, I want to tell you that all of us who are artists are human just like you. I chose to be where I am, and I'm very grateful to those people who support me... but I didn't choose this way of working to lose my life for what you want it to be. The truth is that it doesn't bother me to leave the things that make me feel uncomfortable and start over in another place when one doesn't work. I love being on the set, as well as on the stage and sharing with you, but I don't accept that you try to direct my life. It's up to you to have Lore for long. I don't want you to think that I don't love my fans, nor what I do. This is just my way of thinking and I ask for understanding. I love that man beyond everything, not only as a fan but as a woman that I am. If this makes you feel calm, I will be that person who will protect him, as I have always done in all this time. It's something I can do for you who follow him, I'll make sure of that. For now, I want to appeal to your rational side. We all know that Won Sik cares about a world for his fans, I can attest to that. I'm sure that sharing this message with you was something that he did with great enthusiasm because he considers you as his extended family. Don't blaspheme that consideration, nor that love towards you. In the end, you and I want the best for him.

-She has lost her mind -I heard Leo say who let out a laugh.

-It seems so-I agreed. But her message warmed my heart. She wasn't being selfish at all but asking them to just let us be happy. Is not that what everybody wants? Many people could consider this haughty. Even I think it, a little. But when you read the messages that were written to her, it was expected that she would jump like that. Ha Neul didn't tend to swallow injustice. And those cruel words just because we were together, they were not necessary. That's her.

-You're lucky -Leo said-. She would do everything for you. Don't ever make idiocy again -I laughed at him.

-It's not in my plans.

-If you annoy her, you're finished. -Ken said, finished reading the message.

-If we make her angry we're lost -Corrected Hyuk.

-You're right -Hongbin agreed.

-We will continue to practice. We still have a lot to do and we start a new step now. It will be a bit difficult, but we can get out of this. For now, congratulations Wonshikkie for being the first to rebel yourself -I laughed at N. My brothers were crazy, but they were even more excited than I was for the news. I guess Hannie and I were not the only ones who had a hard time when we were separated. The group also had to endure the atmosphere between the two of us. It wasn't easy for any of them. That's why I was grateful for the brothers I have. And now, I also appreciated the person who loved me more than anyone else.