Winter's Love

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Trying to upload an update of Ravi and Hana's relationship in the fanbase, listening to Bad Bye, it wasn't the best. Geez, my music player wanted me to throw myself out the window of my apartment. I had everything up to date with VIXX and my work as a model was covering all my time that was left over. I didn't complain about it; Shin Hwa was taking charge of promoting me as a model and his work was going so well that I was constantly doing photo sessions.

-Good morning. Did you wake up well? - Speaking of him. I smiled before answering. Without fail he sent these messages before reminding me of the day's agenda.

-Perfectly -I sighed, wanting to hit myself with the phone on my head. With each passing moment, the photographer's intentions were more obvious. And although I wish I could accept all his good intentions, I couldn't do it. I was being a total idiot, right? He was everything what a woman could ask for. Handsome, attentive, Shin Hwa is always there when I need it. But things aren't so easy. Forgetting Ravi was going to take so long that I wondered if it was even possible.

-Remember to come to the studio for the meeting.

-I'm on my way.

What I did as soon as I started making more money was buying a car. I wanted to be able to save the photographer who had to be a driver too. It was enough with all the things he does to add this to him too. Also, this way I could go to VIXX as soon as I left the sections if necessary and it would save me a lot of headaches. Leave a session of photos to then have to go to the place where they are presented and have to wait for a taxi to take you because the photographer must still take more photos, it is much worse than what hearing it. With a car, I no longer had to suffer that.

One of the things that I found most difficult to process was to see my face in the places where you least expect it. I was just going through a bus stop and saw one of my photos in the ad. I avoided the desire to cover my face with shame. In the end, people don't know who I am, so I didn't have to feel shy. Anyway, I admired the work. It was one of the best photos I've made. To promote a perfume, the company wanted something mysterious and that was why instead of using a recognized artist they used a new face, to create the mystery. Their plan was to use someone unknown to make people begin to wonder who the person was if they have seen it before. The more people ask themselves, the more they will remember that it is an advertisement for the perfume so that when they see the perfume in the shop window, they will be so associated with the one they are going to buy it. All while constantly wondering who is the model of the photo. I didn't know how to react to that marketing, but work was work. It was also the least I could do for Shin Hwan, after all, we were a team.

The photographer was waiting for me at the office when I arrived, smiling broadly at me. For the five hundred times I wondered why I couldn't see him as something else even if it was a little bit. Maybe with time, it will be possible, don't force it...

-Do you feel like having breakfast before going through the meeting?

-Sounds like a good idea.

-Very well, after you.

We went to a small cafeteria, which inside looked beautifully delicate. I was delighted, but possibly the things they sold were just as expensive as everything around. I moved a little restless in my seat, I wasn't used to being in these places. They handed me the menu and for the first time, it seemed that I didn't speak the language. What the hell were all these things? Shin Hwa laughed at my expression.

-Do you want me to order for you?

-It would be a great help.

-Let me see... -The waiter came to take our order that moment- Coffee?