Winter's Love

106

For the first time since I arrived here, my body wanted to stay in bed. I had not fallen ill because of the change in climate, because I always took precautions when I felt the first symptoms, but this was different. I was all the days of the promotion getting up early and sleeping little, as was my custom, my body was preparing to hibernate. What did this mean for me? That I will fall asleep for a long time almost in a coma. The worst part is that now I couldn't give me that luxury... but if I didn't rest, I would get sick. Which wasn't acceptable either... Let's go, you have things to do.

I had a presentation on a TV channel and the recording was at dawn, then I would have a fan-meeting. I really hoped I didn't have anything else on the agenda... today I was going to die, really. I put the first thing I found that looked good, just to not look like crazy in the pictures that people would take me before entering the channel. Surely there will be fans and journalists waiting. Shin Hwa was already waiting for me when I left my apartment.

-For the first time, I see you tired.

-That's because I am. Surely, I'll sleep a thousand years if they let me.

-The promotion is about to end. These days there are only a few presentations left. After the meeting with the fans, there is nothing else on the agenda. You got lucky.

-If I don't get sick this time, I'll say I have it. I don't celebrate yet.

The presentation on TV was one of the shortest in which I participated. Keeping in mind I've been giving a lot of interviews, this was saying a lot. Despite the accumulated fatigue, when I ran into Sunshine everything was forgotten. An uproar was heard when I went out to the small stage. I remembered that in past events my boys have come to visit me. N and Hongbin had come to fan-meetings, while Ken, Hyuk, and Leo had visited me in the dressing room before a presentation. Adorable boys. Ravi was very busy with his new plans, so he hasn't had time for much.

There were more fans than I thought there would be. How was that possible? It was a pleasant time while I answered and talked with them. Soon it was time for autographs and everyone was patiently waiting for their turns. It was funny to see people lose their heads when they were in front of me because I had never expected it. Some of the papers with questions asked by the fans were curious... was my shoe size important? I dismissed the fan and his question, with a broad smile I received the other that waited, but the impression erased the smile as he arrived.

-What the hell?

-This is how you receive your fan? -Ravi gave me a crooked smile as he handed me a crown of flowers. Now I understood the little commotion there was in a moment before I came in. Why did not anyone inform me?

-I thought you were busy -He knelt in front of the table to be at my height.

-I am, I just wanted to visit you -I gave him my autograph. He took out his cellphone and took a picture of me with the crown he gave me-. Perfect -I looked around, observing the curious glances.

-Thank you.

-I'm going to sue you -He started.

-Why?

-For the psychological damage you have caused to me.

-Oh, yeah?

-I love you, I always wonder about you. I miss you when I can't see you... Anyway, you really cajoled me.

-That should I say about you -He had no idea of ​​all the idle hours I spent alone because he didn't come out of my mind. It was like sweet torture... although adored, in the end, a hell.