Winter's Love

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-How about you thank the audience with a video? -Shin Hwa asked while we watched one of my ads on the office TV.

-Are you talking about making a cover? -I asked, dying of shame at seeing myself and resisting the great impulse to turn it off.

-Yes. After all, your videos are running everywhere. Why didn't you tell me you were an artist in your country? -I shrugged, whenever he could he asked me the same question.

-I didn't consider myself one, so I didn't think there were so many videos of me -Shin Hwa snorted.

-It would have been a good thing to know anyway.

-I'll keep it in mind for the next one.

-The point is that I can no longer keep your profile low, I can't do anything with the videos that have come out. Your history speaking in different languages ​​has meant that not only the Koreans have you in their sights, but also the world in general -I had to see my face in panic-. You are still not something like an idol, but you can't deny what is happening either.

-So, do you want me to draw more attention with the video?

-I'm not. I want you to thank those people who give everything for you. Come on, you more than anyone else have been in that world and you know how hard it is -He had a point and when he put it that way he made me feel bad.

-Ok. But I choose the song -He looked at me surprised that I had accepted in the first place-. It will not be a Korean and I want the video to be black and white.

-Does that mean you already have one in mind?

-I got it.

-Very well, I will speak with some producers that I know. I'll give you the date as soon as I have it.

-Sounds perfect.

-Ha Neul, I hope you're not afraid to shine. It's something innate to you -I smiled.

-I will keep it in mind. Thank you.

Apparently, the photographer had everything ready, because it didn't take him long to confirm that I was indeed going to record the video. I wasn't a fan of video cameras, in fact, they made me more anxious than usual. But after a couple of weeks taking vocal classes and receiving sponsorship again from that great company, today will be the first day of filming. The song I chose was Stone Cold by Demi Lovato. I chose this song because it identified how I felt about the things that were happening with Ravi. I guess it would be a farewell. Through these months I have suffered so much that it isn't normal, so I had to be strong and understand that I will not always be watching his back. At this point, I was even considering giving up Jellyfish... the problem was that this was beyond Ravi and me. My whole life has revolved around them and now I don't know what to do, it would be unfair to get away from the boys just for this. Well, you could just have other people take care of the news of him... That could work, right?

-Hannie? -Leo's voice took me out of my thoughts. When I looked away I saw him waving his hand and then I saw another four smiling.

-What are you doing here? -They approached gracefully, and everyone who was there stopped to see them arrive. Yes, that was the impression that these men made. With such height and beauty, I expected no less.

-We went to say hello and wish you success -Leo handed me a coffee.

-Thank you, I was dying for one.

-Noona, how do you come to keep this secret? -The truth was that I only mentioned it to Leo in one of our piano practice. Not for attention, but because I needed someone to listen to how nervous and frightened I felt.