The World We Belong To

chapter 4

I thought of confronting him at school about him acting weird at the coffee shop. I searched for him in the hallway but he wasn't there. When I entered the class room, he was already in his seat. I walked straight to him, put my bag on desk but when he caught my eyes, words couldn't come out of my mouth. I just stood there like a statue and he was watching me calmly and waiting for me to talk.

"You wanna say something? " he asked raising his eyebrows questionably.

"I.. I wanted to.." they won't come out "You were.." God, I didn't think it would be this hard

"Never mind" I said rolling my eyes and sat down quietly.

He watched me for a minute, he didn't understand what happened, neither did I. Through out the class, we were silent. I decided not to look into his eyes again, there's something wrong with his eyes, I better not make any eye contact But he was watching me often. 

"You still seem pretty mad at me" Newt said. 

"No, I'm not mad at you__it's just you are so__" Weird, especially when you are with me.

The bell rang, I shook my head deciding not to talk to him about what happened yesterday.

"I gotta go" I said and walked out to my locker, Steve came to me.

"Hii " he said

"Hey"

"Do you have any plans this evening?" He asked

"Why?" I said

"Well I would like a coffee date again with this pretty girl here" He said leaning on to the locker, smiling. 

"Well I guess I can squeeze you in my schedule then " I said smiling back. We stood right there for a moment, just smiling and he gently kissed my cheek.

"See you this evening then" he said with a smile and left, I closed my locker smiling like an idiot.

When I turned around I saw Newt, he was standing by his locker and watching me. He was giving me the same look like yesterday. He stared at me and walked to his class with that serious face on. I just watched him go with a feeling like seeing him like that, sort of making me feel like I was hurting him and that's kind of bothering me. 

Why would I even think that?

After that I didn't listen to a single class clearly.

After school, Steve took me to the same coffee shop, when I was there, I thought I would see Newt again like yesterday but he wasn't there. 

Steve and I had coffee and talked about stuff. Whenever someone comes in I thought it would be Newt. But he never showed up. Why am I even thinking about him? It's so wrong. I'm acting like a bitch now argh.

Steve dropped me home in his car and left. As I was about to go inside my home, I saw another car parked a few houses away from my house. I can't see who's in it but someone was definitely in there and watching me. I went inside immediately and closed the door.

Dad made me something to eat and after dinner we watched TV and after that I've done some research on the English assignment, nothing seems interesting at all. I closed my laptop then I heard sounds coming outside my window, I went to my window to see what that was. When I looked down, the car I saw was now parked by my house and it was newt, he was talking to some girl. I can't believe it, he was there all this time since this evening.