It Started with a Sex: EXO

THIRTY EIGHT: Drunk but cute

Shexter 38: You're fucking mine, all of you Yaxle.

Y A X L E's  P O V

The meeting's over. It's a long night, napag-isipan kong bumaba at lumabas ng hotel. The night breeze is blowing. I hugged myself as I walk on the street. Katulad ko madami-dami din ang naglalakad, ang pinag kaiba lang namin ay couple ang karamihan sa kanila at ako, mag-isa lang. I checked my phone for new updates pero wala, instead, a single text pops out.

[ Where are you ]

Biglang nag-init ang ulo ko ng makita kung kanino galing yon. It was Xiumin. I immediately turn it off and walk straight. That arrogant jerk. Siya ang may kasalanan kung bakit kailangan kong protektahan ang EXO, kung bakit nasa kapahamakan si Luhan. He's the root of all shitness that happened. He's the one to blame! Kung hindi niya binuntis-buntis ang former maid nila hindi mangyayari to, sana nasa United States pa ako doing my things peacefully! Fuck, I hate him so much!

I'm so angry at the same time I can't understand myself. And it's really weird.

Huminto ako sa isang 7/11 na walang tao. It's almost one am. I bought five bottles of beer and sat on their table outside. It's cold, luckily I wear the scarf that Kris gifted to me. I opened one bottle and drink it. This must calm the heck of me. Nakatingin lang ako sa mga dumadaang sasakyan, I don't even know what am I doing, why am I drinking. It's just that it feels so heavy, in my chest. Bukas ay mag papacheck up nako. I never felt this before, it's all new to me.

I opened the box of cigarettes that I also bought, at sinindihan ang isa non. It's okay, there's no Enzo that will stop me from doing it. I heaved a sigh. Halos makalahati kona yon ng may biglang kumuha non mula sa bibig ko at itinapon yon sa malayo. Nilingon ko siya, I look at him dangerously.

"Are you enjoying this?" Seryosong tanong nito sakin. He was not smiling either. Iniwas ko ang tingin ko at malalim na napabuntong hininga. I drink and straight half bottle of beer. Nakita ko sa peripheral vision kong umalis siya. Pero maya-maya pa ay bumalik siya at nag-lapag ng limang bote din sa lamesa, as he sat on the other side.

"You're avoiding me and now you want to drink with me." Natatawang sabi ko sa kanya. Nakita ko ang pag-iling niya, mabilis niyang binuksan yung beer na binili niya at uminom dito. He looks at me.

"Oo, that's the strange part." He said. I can't read his eyes, it's so deep at parang may kung ano sa mga titig niya na hindi ko makuha. Hindi parin ito ngumingiti.

"You've change Chen. Siguro na basted ka ng babaeng gusto mo no?" Pabiro kong sabi sa kanya. Hindi siya sumagot. At least I saw the corner of his lips lifted a little. I took another bottle to open and consume it so as he. I was about to get a piece of cigarette ng agawin naman niya sakin yung kaha. Napasimangot ako, I thought no one will stop me from this dahil wala si Enzo. Pero parang napalitan naman niya ang posisyon nayon.

"It will make you ugly." Payak na sabi niya. He's clearly lying at binato yon sa basurahan na di kalayuan sa likod niya. The thing is na shoot niya yon ng walang kahirap-hirap kahit nasakin lang ang mga mata niya. I was almost mesmerized by his cool moves.

"Okay you win Jongdae. Pano moko nakita dito?" I asked out of curiosity.

"We thought the same thing, nagulat ako ng makita ka dito." He said and guzzle the liquor. So naisip din niyang uminom ng dis oras ng gabi? I thought I am the only one. Mukang problemado nga siya, because he's too serious at hindi talaga ako sanay.