Notice to my self

#LifeFootPrints parts96 comma, not a dot

Don't worry..i am okay... Even can't sleep for couple days..To much pressure... Too much work...overload mind..low sugar blood level..

But all is still okay..I will always handle it..well not too good but soo soo..so far so good..

All because I believe on my best friend ever, my precious God...my lovely family, my lovely friends, my lovely pets.. Because of all of you..I stll need fight for my life..even the goblin comes to take my soul away, promise will not give up..

Yeah sometimes I feel tired, but I guest  I can't stop..i won't stop.. Only need a pit stop, a second for comma..not need a dot for ending this journey..

Yeah sometimes I start my day in messy mood..being very rude..being sassy..being naughty..or careless..but heal yeah..that's only a day right..a day, not whole my life.. So just let it go..

Yeah sometimes I curious about the death..where's my beoved persons gone?? They crossing the bridge or traveling using old train till the end, or they stay on earth and can call them bach showing up using te stone of the death hallows - like in Harry potter?? Or they g to rainbow Bridge?? Or maybe they will come back once again through the reincarnation??? I missed them..much..so much..too bad.. But that's nmnot the reason for me, for take my soul away..how about my 'living' beloved persons?? I will hurt them if I committed on suicide side..

(Do not pity the dead, Harry. Pity the living, and, above all those who live without love.
J.K. Rowling, Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows (Harry Potter, #7)

A short notes from my post from another SNS account..

* #ShareLove #StopCyberBullying #StopSuicideMovement

Hiiiii..... Call me baebeh if you need drinking buddy or something like Plushie squishy for hug (since I represent as the youngest of piggy-bear clans)
But seriously... You can held my hand and I will lend my shoulder to lay on..
I will stop asking about this "are you okay? Are you fine?"
I believe no one on this situation...no one feel 100% okay, bot fine at all..anything..worries, sadness, hurts, broken heart, untrustworthy, gloomy.. Don't quit..do it.. Your smile is the most beautiful one.. don't let troubles and problems hook your smile off..
I believe on you..your capability, your smart brain, and kindly heart..and my favourite is your open up mind.. flawless luck..pure sincerest care..and neverending acknowledge.. unstoppable, brave, behave..ah should I said, my favourite is you..
Stay with you.. my pleasure..
I will support you.. DON'T WORRY, I GOT YOUR BACK..
Fighting
#stopsuicidemovement
#StandWithYou
#ILoveYou *

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15102019

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