Notice to my self

#LifeFootPrints part79 missing puzzle

When people write about their hometown... suddenly I feel homesick...

When people talk about their favourite foods, places, or anything from their childhood life.. I only can remember, most of my life living like kitten, missing the real nest.. my childhood life is mostly about how to adaptive in new place, start new friendships story, learn another language,.

When people talk about their birthdays party, so far great, and that's really far away even from my imagination.. I only know that's my father never remember about my birthday, my mom's try the best for handle it, still make us trust our papa..but can't help nothing else.. too late..too bad.. so sad..

When people talk about lovely family portrait, I can't find even one picture when all of us stand together, shows and wrapped by happiness..

When they talking about any gossips about their friends.. I getting jealous.. I never really want knowing about someone else's private life,. I open up my arms, lend my shoulders for crying on..but I have very bad short term memories, at most I only have few close friends..and we will not talking about ourself to outsiders..

When people talking about how their proud about their social media followers number...I really wanna burn and disappear... I hate talking about my own life, my own feel, my current love life, and anything..I am not interested to being popular.. you can found that's my social media accounts, created for many years before, but still have low followers number, I love following other without asking them for follback.. I really don't care about them..

My mom said, that I just living in my comfortable zone... Have not big dreams, do not have passion in any "popular line"..

Just wanna said something like this.. I really do not care about money, this not because born as rich kid, but I really know money not makes me happy at all..
I already set up my dreams in my early age..life time dreams..my mission.
I have passion on humanity life. How to be human with humanity..not being life-zombie..
I try new experience, new adventure everyday, that's why I never stay on same place for long period..