Hating feelings but having too many feelings
Disliking people but wanting to talk
Wanting to be alone but being lonely
Not caring what others think but always trying to prove them wrong
Being orderly but also living in a mess
Knowing everything but also knowing nothing
Being smart but really dumb most of the time
Understadning how emotions work but still don't understand emotions
Good leader but hate leading
Dont care about people but having too much empathy
Want to be noticed and appriciated but hating attention
Want to make others happy but great deal of stress and energy
Extremely fatigue but too much adrenaline
Too private but overshares
Impulsive curiousity but scared of hypothetical outcomes
Door slams but gives too many chances
Happy but sad
High loads of self love but looks in the mirror and hates what looks back
Could get straight A's but doesn't apply any effort
Worries about grades but "grades don't define anything"; gets F's
Ego and self doubt but cynicism and childlike optimism
Sees reality but overthinks scenerios that don't even exist
Huge imagination but takes things too far to where I hurt my own feelings
Realist but an idealist
Socially introverted but mentally extroverted
Can read people but aloof and has trouble understanding oneself
Shows little emotion but feels things deeply
Lives in practial and simple ways but has complicated ideas
Loves being an enigma but sad because always misunderstood
Irritible towards people but can see personal life
Doesnt put up with toxic people but still reaches out
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Inside an Enigma (Youth Years)
Non-FictionDear Reader, This journal is my own personal journal. As you read, you will come across letters, school work, essays, entries, photos, drawings, etc,. on how I, myself, experienced and saw the world. This is dedicated for those who seek what is...
