I had switched schools my junior year because my first school (Clovis West) just wasn't really my cup of tea, per say. I really liked my new school (Clovis North) but things got worse there than they had previously been at West. Sooo I ended up transferring BACK to Clovis West from Clovis North.
This time it was different though. The trauma and betrayal experienced from North had completely changed my ways of thinking. An "ex-boyfriend" of mine had screwed me over being the knight in shining armor he is (more like a loser covered in tin foil). Coming back to West in the beginning of February, I just decided to keep to myself from now on. Too much of playing the game "let me open up to you and over expose myself" to the wrong people. I was content with being alone though. It's just school. I'm pretty independent and self-sufficient so it's not like I need to rely on people to make my school day experience wonderful lol.
Usually the time I spend by myself ends up being more fascinating than it is when I'm with others. I enjoy observing and analyzing my surroundings. It's so funny that people think "nobody's watching", ya know? West has two huge main parking lots, the back one by the pool, and the front one by the tennis courts. Most of the students park in the back parking lot, so I would mostly hang around there to just people watch. There was this wall of a building I managed to end up at everyday- let's just call it my territory hahaha. It was funny to see people I used to call my best friends walk right by me. I know they saw me because we made direct eye contact, but I'm not much of one to initiate a social interaction.
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Inside an Enigma (Youth Years)
Non-FictionDear Reader, This journal is my own personal journal. As you read, you will come across letters, school work, essays, entries, photos, drawings, etc,. on how I, myself, experienced and saw the world. This is dedicated for those who seek what is...
