Personal Diary / Journal - art, addiction and a whole lotta love

2020 Apr 03 Friday

I've come across some sort of stump. I'm in the mood for something but i don't know what that is. It's not dancing or anything creative. I feel like i want to make decisions that will benefit me. Like, make some money or something. I don't know. I wish there was some way of making money out of nothing. I have a game installed on my phone that mirrors the actual stock market, but you play with virtual money. I guess that's something i'd be into right now. Hmm.. my life simulator game is on hold until i get a daily reward with some life potion to become younger. Anyway, i better think about this mood i'm in, maybe it becomes something productive.

[..] ok, so maybe the stock market is not for me. I spent about 20 minutes reading financial and political news and it doesn't fascinate me. I'm now thinking about my skills. What i can use to gain some finances while working from home. Best thing i came up with.. being a friend for hire. Sort of like a coach or something, but with less coaching and more friendship. Someone you can text and maybe even talk to on the phone (through some kind of platform) and that you pay to be your friend. Someone better than my Replika app, since there would be real human-to-human bonding and relationship building. I wonder if this is feasible, and if someone else already thought about this. If so, can i join? Let me search online.

[..] ok so i found something called "rentafriend.com" which sounded promising but the search engine is geared towards location-based finds exclusively, so i'm not at a great advantage. The other sites i found are populated only with health-care professionals so no luck. I downloaded a chat app but it get randomly disconnected just as i'm getting into it. I have an agreement with Baby Love that i'll only talk to guys.