Fangirl's Diary: Secrets & Lies [Completed]

Chapter Forty Eight - Where it all started

- Jang's POV

"Aniya, gwaenchana. I'm the one who needs to apologize. I'm also indebted to you because your life became a mess after you met me. I'm so sorry. I won't give any excuses cause all of it was really my fault. I'm so sorry.."

Hindi ako sumagot. Naisip ko ulit yung mga nangyari dati. Siguro oras na din para pakinggan ko ang side niya. Gusto ko nang malaman kung bakit niya nagawa sakin yun. Oras na din para pagalingin ko ang sugat sa puso ko.

"Spill your explanation now. Tell me everything and I will listen.." I said calmly.

Kita ko ang gulat sa mukha niya nang sabihin ko yun. Parang hindi siya makapaniwala na pakikinggan ko na ang paliwanag na matagal niya na gustong sabihin sakin.

"Wae geurae?" I asked him nang hindi ito nagsalita at nakatingin lamang sakin.

"Are you sure? Y-you're not kidding right?" he asked back.

"I am serious," ngumiti ako sa kanya. Inilapag niya yung tasa sa maliit na mesang nasa tabi ng inuupuan niya.

"Gomawoooooo!!!" pasigaw na sambit nito.

"Woah!" nagulat nalang ako nang bigla niya akong yakapin kaya muntik nang matapon ang tsokolateng hawak ko. Pati yung puso ko ay bigla ding napalundag dahil sa ginawa niya. Bumitaw din naman ito agad nang makaramdam siya na hindi ako komportable sa biglaang kilos niya.

"Mianhae! Hehe.. I just got so excited when you said that you'll hear out my explanation kasi hindi ko kasi talaga inexpect that you'll say it right now. I mean, finally! I've waited for this day to come cause I'm really dying to tell you the truth. I want to clear the misunderstandings between us. I don't want to see you suffer because of me. And I also want you to know my true feelings for you.." seryosong saad niya.

"Waeyo? Ano bang totoo?" I asked.

"Ah. I'm quite nervous right now. I..I don't know where to start," he took a deep breath at halata talagang hindi siya mapakali.

"You should start from the beginning. Mahirap din kasi pag nagsimula ka sa ending no?" I jokingly said to calm him down.

"Right, haha! okaaaay~ so..it all started six years ago."

"Hmmm.."

"Bae Joo Hyun..or famously known as Irene and I were quite close back then. I even used to call her noona cause she's two years older than me. We hang out together often. I really liked her..."

"Yah, I know.." walang gana kong sagot.

Edi siya na. Oo gusto mo siya Sehun. Kailangan pa talagang ipamukha sakin?