Jealousy Game
I feel like I am already losing in this game that we’re playing, kahit naman manalo ako o matalo ay hindi naman magbabago ang katotohanan na mahal ko pa rin siya.
Blake will never reciprocate my feelings, he was born to play along with me, he was born to be the game but this time, I want to be the game changer.
I will play with my head held high, I will give Blake what he deserves, and I will make him lose and fall hard until he will be tired of playing any more. I realized that maybe it’s time to know my worth, and this is the time that our game will change.
“Marg, we can go back to our room if you want to. We don’t need to seat with them anyway,” Donna said and clutched my arm. She’s also looking at where my eyes were; towards Blake and the girl beside him. I smiled and shook my head.
“No need, Dons. Let’s go?” I kept a smile on my face as I faced her.
Donna is worriedly eyeing me and I know that she is trying to read what is inside my mind at this very moment. I sighed and turn my glance to Blake who is currently talking with that girl.
“Are you sure?” Donna bit her lip. She looks uneasy.
Nag-aalala ito sa magiging reaksiyon ko kapag nakaharap na namin si Blake at ang babae nito sa lamesa. Pabiro kong inakbayan si Donna at nagsimula na kaming maglakad patungo sa kinaroroonan ng iba naming kasama.
Huminto si Donna sa paglalakad at hinarap ako. “You’re such a masochist. Alam mo nang masasaktan ka sa makikita mo pero sige ka pa rin.”
Tinawanan ko lang siya at umiling na parang wala lang sa akin ang sakit na nararamdaman.
Blake kissed me one moment, but in a blink of an eye, he’s with another woman. Parang wala lang sa kanya ang halik na namagitan sa amin.
The kiss meant everything to me but it meant nothing to Blake Yvo.
“It’s either I play the game or I let the game play me,” saad ko.
Donna won’t be able to understand her, hindi naman kasi nito naranasan ang mapaglaruan. Donna was taken seriously by Blade ever since.
I turned my back and continued to walk towards the gazebo. Walang nagawa si Donna kung hindi sundan na lang ako.
“Are we late?” nakangiti kong bungad nang marating namin ang table.
Everyone looked at us and greeted us. This is what I like about the Alpha Kings Bullet, these men respect us and treat us well, sa tagal na kakilala ko sila ay wala pang bumastos sa akin kahit isa. They never dared to lay a finger on me.
“Just in time.” Isang baritonong boses ang sumagot sa tanong ko.
I know very well kung sino ang may-ari ng boses na ’yon, Blake Yvo. I controlled myself and ignored him, I pretended that I didn’t hear a thing.
“Move,” mahinang bulong ni Blake sa babae. Hindi nakatakas ’yon sa pandinig ko dahil lumapit ako sa gawi nila.
“Huh?! But why? we’re no—” Hindi pa natatapos magsalita ang babae ay sinamaan na ito ng tingin ni Blake kaya nagmamadali itong umalis at lumipat ng puwesto.
Oh, bakit pinapaalis naman niya ngayon ang babae niya? Sige lang at magsaya sila dahil magsasaya rin ako nang hindi ka pinapansin!
“Hey,” he called me, tinapik pa niya ang bakanteng upuan sa tabi niya, he wants me to sit beside him.
“Margaux,” he called me again but I did not respond, I didn’t even dare to throw a glance at him, sinisilip ko lang siya nang pasimple upang mapanood ang reaksiyon niya. Nakakunot ang noo ni Blake at naiiritang pinalo ang upuan sa tabi niya.
BINABASA MO ANG
Invading Her Body (THREE KINGS SERIES #1)
Narrativa generaleThree Kings Series #1 (Blake Yvo Reifler)